Can't cope

[Michael Frankum]

willows, YOU are very important. Please take the support and comfort you can from the people here.  *() You certainly deserve it. Best wishes.

[willows]

not good.dont know what to say cant put it in words

[Michael Frankum]

It isn't always easy to put feelings into words. I hope that the person from the Mental Health team will be able to help you tomorrow. Thinking of you.  +-_ Stay safe.

[Sweetpea]

Feel for you willows, I know when I am bad I am also unable to put how I feel into words.  I am sure they will understand.  Hope they can give you the help and support you need  %^%.

S x x x x

[willows]

In a dark place. Night time is hell

[willows]

Need help to get through tonight

[cat69]

I know the feeling right now hunni......  -_)

I always sit watching this forum at night...but no one is here at this time!  I know we could call the samaritans, even just to chat...but feel a fool doing that, and why should i bother wasting their time! (even tho deep down we know we're not)

Haven't slept in my own bed for weeks (sofa),  too scared to go and lie down in silence, and let my mind run riot!

Sorry, it may not seem like I'm helping...but  just to let you know someone is out there feeling exactly the same right now...you're not alone

If I could reach out and hug you now I would... In desperate need to have a hug too

 %^% !+_ $%$ %^% !+_ $%$ %^% !+_ $%$ %^% !+_ $%$ %^% !+_ $%$ %^% !+_ $%$
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[willows]

My mind runs away with me at night. Scary place to be. (((Hug))) for you to.

[cat69]

Thanx  *()

It's worse at night for me, but whenever I'm alone off it sprints!

I know what you mean when you can't put it into words.... feels like my brain and feelings are numb, but my mind is going 10 to the dozen constantly...and I don't know what it's trying to tell me!  Can't focus on one thought unless it's about leaving this place! Feels like I could explode.

But I go and watch my daughter sleeping for a few minutes and that helps for a while... just think.... 'i made her' I'm amazing, she's perfect!
I've fallen asleep in her room before, too scared to leave and let the really scary thoughts come back... maybe that would help you?

It's good you're seeing someone, wish i had someone other than my doc...I wish you the best of luck with it..if you dont know what to say...just blurt out the first words that pop into ur head, however random...then I'm sure they'll understand what ur trying to say.. and it'll take a bit of weight off!

 %^% %^%

[willows]

Sorry Cat but can't string a replt together. Bad place very scared

[willows]

been in a very bad place the last few days so havent been around. have been referred to see a psychiatrist. a waiting game now

[Sweetpea]

 %^% Wilows, hope the appointment comes through soon for you.

S x x x x

[Zaf]

Me too  %^% xxx

[Michael Frankum]

I hope that the appt. is soon. Best wishes.

[willows]

dont know how to say how i am feewling tonight..dont think i can go on anymore