Ok so mve is all complete thanks to my excellent friends and mum. Was quite sad but thats the end of a chapter. On the negative side I've thrown my back out :-(
So you're moving (have moved,actually)? Me too, and still in the middle of the stress. Gotta get rid of all my quasi-new furniture and will probably be glad if I don't have to pay for it.. lots to do right now, tomorrow a friend of mine will come over and see if he'd like to rent the flat when I'm gone, that would make things easier probably. So wish me luck, especially cause I can't reach my landlord again at the moment and would need to obtain his consent

Oh well, just talking about myself again, really stupid how all this strain and pressure gets you to just focus on yourself (the depression does likewise, I think). I'm glad that you've managed to do it all and I hope that you will get over the sadness - a new start is always something good, and you can still cherish memories and sometimes revel in melancholy for just a short spell, that doesn't hurt too much :)