How are you feeling today?

[Zaf]

i wonder what it is about being beneath a canopy of leaves which brings such feelings of tranquility? maybe some kind of left over programming from the monkey part of our brains

At the risk of seeming totally weird its the vibes the trees give me :)

[Zaf]

feel smashing today :) lookin forward to another party tonight.... lets hope it stays that way

at the expense of seeming like a killjoy dont go too mad or you may come down with a bump

[danbob]

feel smashing today :) lookin forward to another party tonight.... lets hope it stays that way

at the expense of seeming like a killjoy dont go too mad or you may come down with a bump

dont worry zaf i always come down with a bump the joys or BPD 

[Zaf]

guess its a case of make the most of the highs then?

[hairyyahoo]

seem to have woken up to a philosophical frame of mind so i'm gonna do a bit of thinking i reckon, maybe a bit of soul searching. the topic for the morning will be the pros/cons of trying to recapture my old self or how to use the fires of current trails to forge an new one.

[Zaf]

sounds a good plan, why not write down what you decide/think and take a look at it in a few weeks or months time?

[danbob]

i decided to take zafs advice ..... tryin to chill :) got lots of chillout on

[Lol]

Good luck with your Halloween party tonight Munchroom :)

Hi everyone  :)

[Zaf]

chilling out sounds good danbob, the sun has come out here after a very grey and foggy start so I'm going to dig out some of my watercolours I think and mess around with them till the Tesco delivery arrives :)

Have a great time munchroom

Hi lol, hows things for you today?

[Got]

Good stuff danbob

I sometimes am very quite in a group...it isnt that I'm uncomfortable, but I dont seem to be able to mingle, I  with draw into myself.

[danbob]

Good stuff danbob

I sometimes am very quite in a group...it isnt that I'm uncomfortable, but I dont seem to be able to mingle, I  with draw into myself.

i dont feel comfortable around people that much, but when its me and my friends im normally the most outgoing its strange really

i just like being in my comfort zone and hate being out of it

[Alstare1974]

Ok so mve is all complete thanks to my excellent friends and mum. Was quite sad but thats the end of a chapter. On the negative side I've thrown my back out :-(

[Zaf]

Its good to be able to shut the door on something like that Alstare.

Ouch   Is it a pulled muscle do you think?  Alternate hot and cold to the affected area might help - I use hot water bottles and you should use cold first and last. 

[BladeRunner]

Ok so mve is all complete thanks to my excellent friends and mum. Was quite sad but thats the end of a chapter. On the negative side I've thrown my back out :-(

So you're moving (have moved,actually)? Me too, and still in the middle of the stress. Gotta get rid of all my quasi-new furniture and will probably be glad if I don't have to pay for it.. lots to do right now, tomorrow a friend of mine will come over and see if he'd like to rent the flat when I'm gone, that would make things easier probably. So wish me luck, especially cause I can't reach my landlord again at the moment and would need to obtain his consent 

Oh well, just talking about myself again, really stupid how all this strain and pressure gets you to just focus on yourself (the depression does likewise, I think). I'm glad that you've managed to do it all and I hope that you will get over the sadness - a new start is always something good, and you can still cherish memories and sometimes revel in melancholy for just a short spell, that  doesn't hurt too much :)

[Alstare1974]

Thanks. It was a tough day but something else I can put behind me.