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Sweetpea

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Re: I hate myself.
« Reply #60 on: May 24, 2012, 01:13:11 PM »
Could you not go to A & E and explain, surely they should help and pay later, know its different in Ireland to here.

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Sallas

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Re: I hate myself.
« Reply #61 on: May 25, 2012, 12:10:49 AM »
U have to pay 100 upfront for a&e, i dont think they refuse anyone but its highly embaressing. I got a dr today though kind enuf to bill me, i didnt get into the depression cause i cud barely talk with throat but i got enuf tabs to sort throat & get a good nights sleep so hopefully thar will help. Me & Prince Vallium hav a date, so night all and again thanks for ur msgs this week. I hope u are all well, sending u all good vibes & i hope tomorrow brings u at least one piece of happiness in one way or another. Stay strong xxx
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Re: I hate myself.
« Reply #62 on: May 28, 2012, 01:25:51 AM »
I am so drunl!! Wtf!! How can i not go to work tomorrow? Thats alli. Need, oneday :))
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Re: I hate myself.
« Reply #63 on: May 28, 2012, 11:34:41 AM »
F.......k cant believe i did that last night. Im back in the pit today. Its never going to get better is it? The subject says it all, i hate myself. I just cant deal being me.
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Re: I hate myself.
« Reply #64 on: May 28, 2012, 10:37:13 PM »
Feeling completly overwhelmed sith life tonight, im at that stage where i dont mnow how im foing to get back to some sort of normality. The last few weeks have been hardcore. Normally id deal with one or teo nights rock bottom. Ut its breen consistent the last while. I have a gp appointment tomorrow with a dr i went to years ago when i first addmitted being depressed, im hoping ill b abit more open and she will listen. I dont have money to pay here but im not going to say that until im in the office in hope she wong kick me out straight away. Im not quite sure how she can help but im all out of ideas. My friends fully know now where im at right now and ive heard very little from them. Its changes  friendships knowing that they arent there for me, it makes me feel more alone than usual. Anyway just another rant.
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Re: I hate myself.
« Reply #65 on: May 29, 2012, 11:11:25 AM »
Quote from: Sallas on May 28, 2012, 10:37:13 PM
My friends fully know now where im at right now and ive heard very little from them. Its changes  friendships knowing that they arent there for me, it makes me feel more alone than usual.

Ditto, it really hurts - sorry to hear you have the same thing.

We're here for you though. Stay strong.
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