Sometimes... its a bit too much :'(

[Buttercup]

I know how hard it is Icelolly when you feel so alone in the world, but we are all here for you   &*( &*( &*(

[Sweetpea]

Do you have to ring on the day or can you book in advance?

S x

[CharleysAngel']

You can sometimes book in advance but we always ring early and if the doctor is in we do get the appointment we want x

[Sweetpea]

Thats good, we are lucky with our surgery too, they have the same system as yours.

S x

[Buttercup]

We have a similar system, prebookable appointments are available between 8:30 and 10. 

Hope you get an appointment Icelolly.

[CharleysAngel']

Thanks buttercup x

I think for us it just depends on who is on reception :) you can only have pre booked appointments at certain times aswell.

[Buttercup]

I really hope that they can start to sort things out for you, you really shouldn't have to suffer so much  &*(

[CharleysAngel']

Thanks buttercup, I will no doubt get the ' you are very distressed, and I think that's why you are feeling so bad' speech that I get every time x

[Buttercup]

Hopefully, they will have got the report back from CAMHS and realise that they need to be looking for something physical.

[CharleysAngel']

I hope so x

[KateG]

I hope so too Icelolly. If CAMHS are saying it's physical, your GP can't start saying it's something mental

&*(

[CharleysAngel']

I guess she can't, although CAMHS do think that it is partly to do with the amount of stress I am under but there is also a physical cause x

[CharleysAngel']

Should be going to the doctors on monday, really scared I don't know if I actually have the energy to go through with all that testing and stuff

[Zaf]

Be brave IceLolly, you eed the tests to start feeling better &*(

Z xxx

[CharleysAngel']

I don't think I am ever going to get properly better, just feel that its one of those things that's going to be stuck with me for life