Author Topic: Sometimes... its a bit too much :'(  (Read 5556 times)

CharleysAngel'

  • Karma Group
  • Hero Member
  • *****
  • Posts: 2344
Sometimes... its a bit too much :'(
« on: April 08, 2012, 03:36:44 PM »
I'm starting this because I am not allowed to moan about my feelings and my symptoms at home, and the truth is I need to moan about and I need to tell people because I can't cope with it on my own. I know certain people that would moan constantly if they were in my position and it isn't fair. I suffer pretty much all these symptoms everyday, and I'm not trying to say that I suffer more than anyone else here, because I know for a fact that I don't. But I need to tell people here because no one else will listen to me.

1. Extreme tiredness, especially after any sort of exercise that I can manage.

2. Difficulty sleeping, can't get to sleep, keep waking up, wake early, nightmares and sleepwalking.

3. All over aches and pains, like trying to recover from flu really.

4. Stomach aches and feeling sick.

5. Headaches, sore throats, sore glands and earaches.

6. Poor temperature control, either too hot or too cold. Unable to tolerate cold conditions.

Muscle and joint stiffness.

7. Emotional, sensitive to what other people say, can't take critisim.

There are other things aswell but I don't want to list them all as these are the mains ones. There isn't actually anything wrong with me though. Nope, my mum just says its because of my age and that I need to just get on with it. I think that she should try being me and then she might understand that it isn't normal to feel like this all the time :'(
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough I don't know why;'
Lana Del Rey

Sweetpea

  • Global Moderator
  • Super Hero
  • *****
  • Posts: 11660
Re: Sometimes... its a bit too much :'(
« Reply #1 on: April 08, 2012, 05:35:55 PM »
 &*( for you icelolly, you have every right to moan if you feel this way.  It certainly does not sound normal to me and hopefully you will get some answers when you do visit your dr.

Take care

S x
No act of kindness, no matter how small, is ever wasted.

emmietaylor

  • Karma Group
  • Newbie
  • *****
  • Posts: 71
    • Emmies Project 365
Re: RE: Sometimes... its a bit too much :'(
« Reply #2 on: April 08, 2012, 09:03:08 PM »
That sound like M.E

Sent from my Radar C110e using Board Express
keep try to succeed in life and stop thinking negatively.
Keep strong and carry on!
No I won't give up, not I won't break down and I will be strong.
I miss you nana RIP sweetheart nana

http://project365emmie.blogspot.com/

Buttercup

  • Banned
  • Hero Member
  • *
  • Posts: 4875
Re: Sometimes... its a bit too much :'(
« Reply #3 on: April 08, 2012, 09:08:16 PM »
For you Icelolly  &*( &*(

Don't feel guilty about moaning, it's really not a good idea to bottle things up.

I agree with Shaz, you need to visit your GP and tell them how you feel. I really hope something happens soon for you.

Love Buttercup xxx

CharleysAngel'

  • Karma Group
  • Hero Member
  • *****
  • Posts: 2344
Re: Sometimes... its a bit too much :'(
« Reply #4 on: April 08, 2012, 10:00:31 PM »
Thanks everyone x

I'm just a bit desperate now, every morning I wake up and I think' hopefully I will be feeling a bit better tomorrow' and I never do. I want to wake up painfree and feeling refreshed.

I know I need to get to my GP, I will next week but I am scared, all that testing really stresses me out and makes it worse :(
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough I don't know why;'
Lana Del Rey

Buttercup

  • Banned
  • Hero Member
  • *
  • Posts: 4875
Re: Sometimes... its a bit too much :'(
« Reply #5 on: April 08, 2012, 10:06:28 PM »
I know exactly how you feel, the idea of tests really sets off my anxiety and paranoia. Try and think of it this way, that hopefully they will be able to help you feel better.

CharleysAngel'

  • Karma Group
  • Hero Member
  • *****
  • Posts: 2344
Re: Sometimes... its a bit too much :'(
« Reply #6 on: April 08, 2012, 10:21:03 PM »
Thanks buttercup xx

I have really sort of missed being at school this week. At least when I'm there if I need a shoulder to cry on I can go find head of house. Now I have to curl up in my room and cry on my own, I have to deal with how unwell I feel on my own as no onw at home shows me any sympathy. :'(
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough I don't know why;'
Lana Del Rey

Buttercup

  • Banned
  • Hero Member
  • *
  • Posts: 4875
Re: Sometimes... its a bit too much :'(
« Reply #7 on: April 08, 2012, 10:23:45 PM »
For you Icelolly  &*( &*( &*(

Really feel for you, having to be on your own and deal with all this. Xxx

Sweetpea

  • Global Moderator
  • Super Hero
  • *****
  • Posts: 11660
Re: Sometimes... its a bit too much :'(
« Reply #8 on: April 08, 2012, 10:26:17 PM »
You have us here ice lolly.

Tests can be very frightening, I had to have a CT scan for my back problem and I was terrified, I felt such a baby.  Its quite normal to be scared.

Have they tested for glandular fever?  Can have these similat symptoms and can last a while.

S x
No act of kindness, no matter how small, is ever wasted.

CharleysAngel'

  • Karma Group
  • Hero Member
  • *****
  • Posts: 2344
Re: Sometimes... its a bit too much :'(
« Reply #9 on: April 08, 2012, 10:35:37 PM »
Thanks Shaz and Buttercup xx

I know I have you all here, and I really don't know what I would do without you to be honest, its just hard when you can't have a real cuddle sometimes :'(

I was tested for glandular fever in November, that's when it became more obvious that I was unwell and the school got involved. The test came back completely normal.
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough I don't know why;'
Lana Del Rey

Buttercup

  • Banned
  • Hero Member
  • *
  • Posts: 4875
Re: Sometimes... its a bit too much :'(
« Reply #10 on: April 08, 2012, 10:39:45 PM »
When do you go back to school?

Sweetpea

  • Global Moderator
  • Super Hero
  • *****
  • Posts: 11660
Re: Sometimes... its a bit too much :'(
« Reply #11 on: April 08, 2012, 10:47:03 PM »
We can give you cyber hugs ice lolly  &*( &*( &*( &*( not the same I know.

S x
No act of kindness, no matter how small, is ever wasted.

CharleysAngel'

  • Karma Group
  • Hero Member
  • *****
  • Posts: 2344
Re: Sometimes... its a bit too much :'(
« Reply #12 on: April 08, 2012, 10:52:25 PM »
Thanks Shaz xx

I don't go back until a week tomorrow :( I haven't been able to get any rest this holiday, I just feel so stressed and worried.
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough I don't know why;'
Lana Del Rey

Buttercup

  • Banned
  • Hero Member
  • *
  • Posts: 4875
Re: Sometimes... its a bit too much :'(
« Reply #13 on: April 08, 2012, 10:56:53 PM »
Try and make that appointment, it will get you out the house and your GP will be someone to talk too  :)

I'll send some cyber hugs as well  &*( &*( &*( &*(

Sweetpea

  • Global Moderator
  • Super Hero
  • *****
  • Posts: 11660
Re: Sometimes... its a bit too much :'(
« Reply #14 on: April 08, 2012, 11:08:47 PM »
I agree you need to see your dr as soon as you can.  She sounds very good by what you have said before.  The sooner you see her the nearer you wil be to getting yourself well.

 ^&^ cat hugs from my boys Boris and Basil.

S x
No act of kindness, no matter how small, is ever wasted.