I'm glad to join this site because i've been going through it this last few of months.
I've been taking tablets since i was 16 and fed up with it. I came off it a couple of times once to have my daughter.
At the moment i feel very low maybe parenoid. Everything my Husband and Daughter say drives me insane because i think they think i'm stupid, can't cook, can't communicate, etc.
I go to yoga every week and i find that it just makes me angry but maybe i'm doing it wrong.
I felt accused when i was cooking and my daughter was shouting out to me that she wanted her friend to come over on a school day for a couple of hours. I said, "No, it's a school day," but what i thought she was going to do was ask her Dad but she didn't instead she told her Dad that i had said,"No," So Dad said he was going to have a word with me. I came up with tea and he more or less said she should be able to see her friends. I said i was cooking i wasn't taking much notice of what she was saying. Also said that she has to do her homework first.
I feel that my family aren't happy with me if i'm involved there's dispute. I get a pain in my head and feel useless, rejected, unloved a bit, nobody appreciates me.
No matter how i talk to friends, family members i still feel the same, tormented. Please somebody help.