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Stacey

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5970 on: September 20, 2012, 09:21:22 PM »
Thinking of you Amanda. xxx

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5971 on: September 21, 2012, 06:50:11 PM »
Been feeling pretty rubbish this week :(. Really tired and drained, finding it really difficult to get motivated. Now I have a cold yuk. S x x x x

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5972 on: September 21, 2012, 06:54:35 PM »
A bit of a mix of hopeless and hopeful, I've spent the last 4 hours writing pages upon pages of notes to give to my friends and family to remember me by for when I go mad/die, which oddly made me feel better, I figure If I stay in one place for a long time it makes more sense I guess, starting to feel pretty tired so I know i'll have a decent night's sleep back in my own bed, parents are back in a couple of hours so it's just a case of riding this out until monday morning when I'll finally get some medication and begin to get some therapy, I feel so weepy but I know it'll pass, thanks for listening

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5973 on: September 22, 2012, 07:36:46 AM »
Ferry,Shaz and everyone else that aint feeling great at this moment,hope it all passes like the thunder cloud that passes over me at times,my day is starting ok,up and off to work in a bit,work is always hectic on a saturday so hopefully be to busy to think about much,then off to a family birthday get together(if i get finished in time),then later will make a chicken and gammon pie(sad i know),then tommorow taking my eldest step daughter to her digs as she starts university for the first time,then if my better half will let me i need to make some time for myself to relax and rest even if its just play on my xbox,read a book or just watch some tv,but on my own i think i need the space at the moment.Love,Power and Happiness to all that need it at the moment xxx

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5974 on: September 22, 2012, 05:14:25 PM »
Today I'm feeling tired, fed up with the constant pain in my left knee and fed up with not being able to concentrate on anything for long.

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5975 on: September 22, 2012, 05:21:24 PM »
(((( hugs )))) for you Pip. Feeling pretty grotty today, this cold is making me feel really lethargic and the sneezing is jolting my back causing terrible pain :(.  S x x x x

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5976 on: September 23, 2012, 03:00:05 AM »
I feel really lonely and have nowhere to turn. X

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5977 on: September 30, 2012, 10:50:54 AM »
in the dog house again, always doing the wrong thing and upsetting him, dont mean to, dont want to fight anymore, with him, with life, had enough, annoy everyone just breathing it seems, then it would be better if i wasnt here anymore, i must be a bad person, always doing the wrong thing, making the wrong choices, i am a bad person and i dont deserve to be part of anything anymore, all alone again, lonliness is a killer so they say, i think they are right, idont want to be alone anymore, dont even feel scared anymore, just sad and lonely, reached a point where things wont ever change, not ever, there is only one way out for me now, tired of fighting , tired of being punished and letting people down, tired of being alone with my thoughts, no laughter no happiness, no joy, nothing but hurting and pain and sadness, i cant do this anymore, i want it to end :-(((((((((((((((((((((((((((( want to die

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5978 on: September 30, 2012, 03:36:07 PM »
weeks i can deal with, weekends i cant, i cant go on living from one meltdown to another, fridays are ruined coz i am worrying so much about saturdays, so thats it i have decided this is my last weekend, im not feeling like this anymore, i am in control of this now

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5979 on: October 01, 2012, 02:27:01 PM »
Right now I am at work and I am so angry. I just want to quit x

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5980 on: October 01, 2012, 08:44:40 PM »
Today has turned everything upside down. I feel miserable and lonely but like I deserve it. I had a counselling session today and they make me feel so low and so helpless about this life I've made for myself. It is empty. I feel sad and I thought I was past it but I have just turned into an uncontrollable mess and self harmed again. How can it hurt so much but make me feel better? xx

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5981 on: October 04, 2012, 01:53:47 PM »
went to optitians this morning and have been referred to the hospital as 'something' is compressing the optic nerve but my eyes look perfectly healthy, so now i am terrified of what she really meant but maybe it means i'm not going mad after all, maybe there is a physical reason i feel so low and awful all of the time. almost hoping there is really, is that sick?

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5982 on: October 04, 2012, 02:05:36 PM »
I'd probably feel the same

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5983 on: October 04, 2012, 02:08:12 PM »
I'd feel the same too Amanda. Really hope all is ok. x x x

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5984 on: October 04, 2012, 03:26:23 PM »
Hope thing go well at hospital Amanda x

Im having a mixed day some of it good the rest quite rotten really just keep getting stressed and anxious over nothing and saying a lot of x rated words cats are now looking at me as if ive lost the plot and perhaps i have.  There is no reason for me to have this attack it just came out of no where and stuff I was trying to put in a box wouldnt go in and it caused a major screaming fit and me chucking stuff feel so ashamed of myself glad no one was here to see it,  just keep wondering where it will all end *^*