Hi bookletters,
Sorry you're feeling low. I think that for people who don't have a depressive illness, a low day is just that - but I find that I then start fretting that I am "on the way down" when I have a low day. I try to focus on other things then, as much as I can.
Hope your day gets better :)
Yeah, I think I have possibly also inherited some of this anxiety & depression as well. My mum, too, has anxiety disorder and is on medication for life. I think my aunts have also struggled with depression.
Nature vs Nurture:
I think part of the depression being inherited is 'nature', and possibly part of that is 'nurture' - obviously it will be different for each different person.
I have wondered, though, if a parent has had depression and you are raised by (amongst others) that parent, the genetics aside, could one be more susceptible to depression as a result?
I would also like to have children, but I worry too, about how I will cope, mental-health wise, and sometimes I have days when life is pointless and so having children feels pointless too. And I guess I also worry that A) I will 'pass on' my depression to them, and B) I will make them depressed.
Being quite hard on myself I suppose.