How are you feeling today?

[Lol]

I'm sorry to hear that Alstare! I didn't think you were employed at the moment I don't know what gave me that idea sorry. What is it specifically that is causing your job to be in jeapardy?

[Depina]

Thanks Lol

Yes he does, he is logging on and reading them.

Thanks for your message
Love to all
Diane
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[Zaf]

There are quite a lot of rules about dismissing someone because of ill health Alstare, do take some advice if your employer has not gone through all the proper channels.

Thanks guys, I'm picking up a bit now, I do hate the days when I feel totally drained, on a good note I have eaten properly and not resorted to junk food today :)

Sounds good munchroom, great to hear you feel enthusistic :)

[angel3077]

I have already answered but I have had a really down day today. I am starting to feel sick because of the anti depressants and I have been so restless and frustrated all day but exhausted and unmotivated at the same time. I hate feeling this way!

[Zaf]

Its horrid feeling like that angel, I think if the ADs are making you feel sick it might be a good idea to go back to your GP

[Zaf]

The last few days I've had an overwhelming desire to find an isolated cottage in the middle of nowhere and shut myself away from the world for a while, its obviously a variation of the agrophobia I get which is my brain's way of avoiding the problems of the world around me, it concerns me a bit as I'm a bit worried it may be the start of another mini-breakdown despite realising whats happening and trying to take steps to prevent it.

[angel3077]

I don't know how many times I have felt like that zaf. Many times I just want to run away from my life and never come back

[Zaf]

Despite knowing that depression has these ups and downs its really disappointing to feel like this again angel, I'll make sure I more rest over the weekend despite the lovely weather.  In the meantime I'm putting my feelings down in writing which often helps me and may post them later to get some feedback f possible.

[angel3077]

Sometimes it's 1 step forward 10 steps back zaf hugs

[Depina]

Not good today  "£" A downer I feel
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[Lol]

Why is today not so good Depina? How does it feel? Has anything in particular happened?

[Munchroom]

Zaf... my dream is to live in the middle of nowhere, with just dogs and Chris for company! Maybe the occasional visitor - but general people stress me out far too much!!  I don't think theres a lot wrong with that... We all just feel like we need a bit of space and how wonderful it would be just to 'get away' for a while! xx

There are days when I waant to just shrink myself really really really small and just stay with Chris all day when he goes to work - live in his top pocket or something 


Depina - I am so sorry its a rotten day  Is there anything coming up in the next few days, no matter how small, that you can focus on and look forward to? You know we are all here to offer support if we can  :) This feeling will pass xx


Lol - how are you? Have you had a relate meeting this week? xx


We had some friends over for dinner last night - so the house is relativley tidy!! But I am pretty shattered  I need to go out later (before 3pm) and pick up a new prescription - I also need to get my childrens story sent off to somewhere! My mum and the lady at the job centre are 'gently' reminding me every few days ... Bit nervous about both of those things 

[Lol]

Hi Munchroom thanks for asking. I'm ok. I did have a relate meeting this week but it didn't go very well at all (for me). I am taking my partner out for dinner this evening though so that's nice, fingers crossed. Things seem to be positive today between us, but dreading the week end as always because they make me feel so alone. Despite making plans.

[Depina]

Thanks Lol, just things that are ongoing. I have just been put up to 40 Citalopram from 30. been to see doc. forgot to take any yesterday but that wouldn' twork this soon would it?

My family dont reply to my texts about them the grandkids, just ordinary stuff, I dont send them more than once a week. but I sent 3 to Sarah and 2 to Rob today to ask if they had read them and still no reply. Also of course Eddy gets annoyed if I come on here. I am Just generally not functioning properly>

Thank you
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[Lol]

In 2 hours I will be going out to dinner with my partner. I have just found out that she is going to drive because she says she has work in the morning. This is perfectly true and completely rational, but I can't help my paranoia of thinking it means she has already decided she is not going to enjoy herself. My anxiety is 6/10 and rising. If I go on edge, I'm going to cock it up. I can't get off the edge.