How are you feeling today?

[Zaf]

You must be exhausted

[Lol]

Cornish thanks for posting mate. You have had a long day you must be exhausted. Work is your coping mechanism. You're doing so well. Do you feel any better than you did when you last posted?

[cornish]

constantly exhausted,  read the hours ive done this week im my journal, its scary now that ive looked back at it.

nope i just seem to feel worse every day, yeah i know im making progress in certain areas but im definitely going downhill in others.

[Lol]

I understand you can see progress in some areas and feel you are going down hill in others. That is very frustrating and daunting for you. Did you know that working time regulations prevent your employer from permitting you to work hours this long. I'm worried that if you are asked to taper your hours you will be faced with a frightening prospect. Perhaps think about starting your LandRover project so that you would have something to fall back on just in case?

[cornish]

I understand you can see progress in some areas and feel you are going down hill in others. That is very frustrating and daunting for you. Did you know that working time regulations prevent your employer from permitting you to work hours this long. I'm worried that if you are asked to taper your hours you will be faced with a frightening prospect. Perhaps think about starting your LandRover project so that you would have something to fall back on just in case?

yeah i know about it and my boss was worried about it but if i put it in writing that i wish to be able to work more than 48 hours a week than i can, its all been done legally and i can cancel the agreement at any time.

ive done small bits to it, it takes me hours to do jobs that used to take me a few minuets

[Lol]

That's a relief Cornish. Glad you've got it all under wraps. Your employers sound supportive that's great.

[smirfy21]

feeling desperate, having really strange symptoms I can't control myself I can't stop rocking, My bulimia has hit sky rockiting point and I feel really anxious. My body feels really stifff. Is this a reation to meds or is this Mania? I'm desperate and feel pretty strange.
please Im sorry I know I am rambling and Im probably not making much sense but I really need some advice.
smirfy

[Lol]

Smirfy is there some one with you or are you on your own?

[Alstare1974]

We're here for you smirfy.

[Lol]

Smirfy if you do feel desperate please go and get your medication bottles and call 999, tell them how you are feeling and the medication and dose you are on and how many you have taken today. Do this first. Then if you are on your own call some one to come and be with you or tell them where you are going. Put the TV on and try to focus on something neutral and comforting. Try some gentle, slow stretches and breath deeply and as slowly as you can.

[smirfy21]

On my own, not feeling suicidal or like I need to go to shopital just really really strange. what the hell do I do, oh god what do I do??

[Alstare1974]

Try an relax. Like Lol said take deep breaths.

Do you wanna chat on msn?

[smirfy21]

i'm going to go somewhere quiet, need to breath, need to control the rocking god the rocking is intense and my body feels intensely stiff. need to slow the world down. I am going to try and do the things you have told me to do. If this doesn't end Im going to call the hospital but I can't let them take me until I have tried everything else first.
Lol are you a professional I seem to remember someone on hear saying they are a professional or a shrink or something?

[Alstare1974]

Hope you're ok smirfy.

[Zaf]

Smirfy if the symptoms continue please please see your doctor or if necessary get to A&E.  If you dont feel able to do either of these phone NHS direct.

Everyone here will do everything they can to help xx