How are you feeling today?

[Alstare1974]

I'M such a wimp when it comes to all that stuff :-(

[cornish]

your not a wimp your just different,  i just fix things with what's available, including my self lol just never been squeamish

[Alstare1974]

Feel quite lonely and I think yesterday just highlighted that. Felt a bit like a family at times but it's not my family.

[Depina]

Hi, How is everybody feeling today?

I am trying to look to the future and hope it is much better than now 'cause I am sick of this, slept a lot yesterday and still feel tired. Can't see anything to look forward to. don't know anyone who understands how I feel. + I am dreading winter. I just want to hibernate ! "£"
Sorry --Just felt like a moan ! D

Still, I am going to the docs on Fri

[Alstare1974]

If it helps any I've spent much of last two days in bed myself, so I can kind of empathise.

[cornish]

i feel like before all this started my mood was like being on top of everest, i reached the bottom pretty quickly a long time ago, now i feel like im digging down towards the core of the earth and im getting close, really cant explain exactly how low i feel right now.

its not just mental now either, im in a lot of physical pain, from the bad si incident and my digestive tract feels like its full of sharp chunks of metal, head ache is pretty bad at the moment too

[Alstare1974]

Cornish you sound in a pretty bad way. Any chance getting back to see GP soon?

[Depina]

Yes Cornish, I agree with Alistare, before you do yourself any more damage
Not trying to sound like Iknow the answers 'cause I don't of course. but we care that you get help
D XX ^&^

[Alstare1974]

Feeling  bit lonely tonight ,<=

[cornish]

feeling worse now, came how to huge letter its a4 and its about 3/4 of an inch think pretty sure its from my solicitors and i HATE having to deal with them

im going to make another appointment tomorrow

[Depina]

Hi It is horrible feeling lonely. My husband is upstairs watching the England match, i have been in all day,weather terrible and I feel worse in this weather,tried to read and fell asleep, Do you watch tv, do you enjoy any programmes? I am watching the odd programme but can't be bothered a lot of the time and the news is depressing. Do you have any friends you can talk to? My husband never talks about my depression, I really do not know what to do next.
What about listening to tapes I tried that but fell asleep - YAWN.
Take Care
D XX

[Alstare1974]

I had my first meditation earlier to a mindfulness track which was good. I love watching MASH which is just finishing on sky. There's a few people I text but don't like hassling people too much? 

[cornish]

im feeling lonely too i dont feel like i have any friends any more

im the same with the tv, but i have found watching some of my favorite programs from the start right though each series can keep me entertained for about 2 episodes at a time.

[Alstare1974]

We seem to be in a similarish boat I think. Hope life gets better.

[cornish]

ah so your boat is sinking too