How are you feeling today?

[CharleysAngel']

Hi Amanda xx

Hugs for you, I completely understand that feeling. When I am on my own I feel very lonely but find that I don't want to be with people either xx

[Sweetpea]

 %^% Amanda, i know that feeling too.

S x x x x

[Zaf]

Me too xxx

[whiteadder]

Not very good. Confused and tired and despairing.

Sorry I haven't had the energy to be very supportive these past few days.

[Sweetpea]

 %^% Whiteadder, don't be sorry, we support each other here when we can.  We are here for you  %^%

S x x x x

[Zaf]

Shaz is right on both counts whiteadder  %^% xxx

[mamalou]

Hi Woozy, thanks for asking about me !  Am feeling so awful, no respite from my madness or depressive slump. Struggling to keep my head above water. Hope you are feeling a bit better ?  x x

[Zaf]

Feeling yuk

[Amanda]

Feeling really tearful and sad, time on my hands does me no good, reflect on so many things and the mistakes I've made, how I wish things were different, trying to be busy and productive with tears in my eyes and feeling very alone right now

[Sweetpea]

%^% %^% for Zaf and Amanda x x x x

[Glen53]

Feeling really tearful and sad, time on my hands does me no good, reflect on so many things and the mistakes I've made, how I wish things were different, trying to be busy and productive with tears in my eyes and feeling very alone right now

I know this feeling only too well. I can be in a room full of family and friends, with my loving wife beside me and still feel like the loneliest person on the planet. Its been one of those days today too, and Ive had tears in my eyes all morning.

Im not going to let life push me around today though, Im going to win for a change.

I really do wish you all the best and hope that your day improves for you as it is beginning to for me. I know its so easy to feel so alone but please remember that we will always be here to listen and support you on the forum if we can. I hope that is of some comfort.

Hugs for you and all that need them. %^%

[Amanda]

Thank you Glenn

It's reassuring to know other people can understand how you feel and you aren't actually going mental even though it feels that way sometimes
This forum is/ has helped so much, I'm bored with feeling this way so god knows my close friends have had enough of my moaning, I think unless you have felt this way maybe you can't understand, to let off steam when things get bad is a release that is keeping me going at the moment, sometimes how I am feeling scares me so much as I don't understand what triggers it sometimes, feeling that the world would be better off without you taking up valuable space and worrying you are dragging people down with you, if I couldnt let off steam on here I would bottle up my feelings and that is so much worse.
Thank you all for putting up with me, I know I don't deserve it, I am so truly grateful to everyone on here, just to know there is an outlet makes things a little easier, days a little easier to get through

Xxxxx

[Zaf]

You deserve it as much as anyone else here Amanda  %^%  xx

[Sweetpea]

I agree %^% we are all here for each other. S x x x x

[Glen53]

Agreed. Its the hardest part of depression for me, feeling that I put my friends through my misery when im feeling down. True friends really dont mind and stick by you through thick and thin and Im glad that the forum gives you that comfort. I wont ever tire of hearing others problems when they feel low. I know only too well how lonely that feels.