How are you feeling today?

[Zaf]

When those who r strong around u start to hurt as well that is really scary.
Want to give u a hug, know I need one, hope today is good to u x

depression is a horrible illness Amanda, mine comes back when I'm stressed but Ive learned coping mechanisms over the years so can fight it  $%^  and its brilliant having such lovely people here that are always ready to help when we hit a low

Z xx

[Amanda]

Is there ever a point though where people just can't cope with life anymore? Saturday eve, I have never felt that desperate, ever, I've been low many times, contemplated a lot, been tearful, lonely and the rest, tried to talk to friends, maybe unless u know how it feels u can't understand? Don't know? Saturday frightened the life out of me, I was so ready to take the pills without even really thinking of the fallout, didn't think of my kids, the kids I look after, no one, I think I am capable of that spur of the moment action, that has frightened me more than anything, the lack of control, it is a horrible illness and I hadn't really thought I was ill until recently.
Hope u r ok? Xxxx

[Zaf]

I've lost two friends by suicide so guess they both got to that point, I've been very lose but fortunately thinking of my family and pets have always stopped me xxx

[Amanda]

Was Stupid question, sorry u have lost friends xx

[Zaf]

It was an OK question Amanda, its horrible people get to that stage, this place really helps as we have people to talk to who can help xxx

[Zaf]

not too bad but not very chatty today

Z xx

[Buttercup]

tired

[Beetzart]

I'm really tired too.  Starting to forget what day it is now, they are all the same so there is nothing to look forward too.

[Sweetpea]

Not to bad today, now off swimming and then shopping with mum, so will be tired later.

 &*( for all.

S x x x x

[Buttercup]

Have a nice time Shaz  :)

[sad sack]

I am pretty good today actually...

My post (first one btw ) helped me out I think, as it's the first time I have said a lot of what I felt like to people....

I'm also rushed off my feet today, so no time to wallow about feeling sorry for myself, people need me! 

Got a big S on my chest and everything.... lol 

[woozywoo]

Very tired! Didnt sleep until gone 5am last nite. My sleep pattern is gettin worse,but i am tryin 2 be as active as i can during the day. Its the stress of work makin me worse. But instead of sending letter goin 2 do email later,i need 2 her to know asap to put my mind at rest!

Just goin 2 have a quick nap now,cant keep eyes open.

[Amanda]

been brave and booked doctors appt for tomorrow, still feeling very down and sleeping is a problem, so tired in the day then cant sleep at night. feel bit of a failure that im asking for gp help, very nervous she will judge me and think im pathetic, something has to be done though

[Zaf]

Well done Amanda, you're definitely not a failure going to your GP xxx


Very tired despite just waking up from a long nap, hope to hear from the vet in a couple of hours or so

[Sweetpea]

Well done Amanda, you deserve to be helped you should not have to feel this way.

Tony the Tiger can just see you swooping the the air with a big 'S' on your chest  .

Enjoyed my swim - apart from annoying people swimming up and down the pool in 2's nattering and me having to swerve to get out of their way gggrrrr. Tired now but a good tired.

S x x x x