Thanks for that all of you.
How do I feel today? hmmmm
Woke up this morning with full intentions of going to the gym and having a sauna ( i find that when its quiet I can relax and destress a little although when I come out something usually happpens lol)
Went outside to see I had oil leak under car, just what I need really as money is tight due to saving for holiday in 4 weeks ( not really looking forward to it but it was booked last year before this years disasters and family want to go etc).
Called out The AA. man came out and told me couldnt find leak. Ok I said , fine but can you magic away all this effin oil for me then! oops not good.
He then looked again and said looks like rocker gasket leaking and possibly from sump? Ok I said, now what.
Take it to a garage he said. Ok says I, so glad I pay you arseholes £25 a month to tell me you cant fix fek all when i call you, I can do your job, drive a yellow van and just say go to an effin garage. Again not wise but hey I just opened my mouth and it fell out.....honestly dont know where it came from.
Anyway he went and I phoned up AA to see about my warranty which covers parts and labour. Hmmm not sure your covered for that they said. Its wear and tear.
I went MAD!! I shouted dwn the phone, threatened to drive my car to their yard and set fire to it and their effin warranty.
Oh yes she said I can see it IS actually covered. WOOHOO.....maybe this freaking out works I thought lol.
I apologised for my outburst, felt very embarrased and hung up. Will sort things Monday and hopefully she is off work and hasnt left a note on the system about the nutter who called today.
I then lay on sofa and went to sleep. woke up around 5pm, had shower and shave as I felt homeless and looked it too. I hate looking that way but its so hard to wash and shave some days, i get paranoid I smell too so then worry about not going out or having a wash. Then its a whole new kettle of fish.
Anyway I sat in my garage ( its actually converted into my dojo and gym so I dont actually sit in a typical garage in the dark, i've not sunk that low yet lol) until around 8pm, came in sat down and have just sat here all night. I have now seemingly woke up when I want to sleep so at 01:39am I am wide awake and wondering what to do. I have a hankering to open a bottle of wine but am so trying to not drink as I know it causes me to sink lower.
Lets see what tomorrow brings......hmmmmmm I wonder???