How are you feeling today?

[Raindrops]

Zaf, PM'd you, it's important

[Zaf]

Wii do it now xx

[overcastrainbow]

Worthless, grey, hopless

[Munchroom]

Worthless, grey, hopless

Is there anything thats triggered this?  &*(

[overcastrainbow]

there have been major triggers the last few weeks. iv been fighting it but today it just doesnt seem worth it anymore.

Appologies if im bringing the tone down

[Zaf]

you need to say how you feel, there's no point keeping things back in here for fear of upsetting other people as we all know and understand that sometimes we have to tell others how bad we feel

[Munchroom]

This is what we are all here for - if you feel you can open up and let us support you then please do xx

[Sallas]

Lost.

[Zaf]

Apart from feeling a bit of a downward slide when in work I feel reasonably positive this afternoon despite the grim weather (horizontal sleet, rain and hailstones),  Ive done some yoga practice and my meditation,  hopefully the wind will drop a bit so I get some sleep tonight as it kept me awake a lot last night blowing against our bedroom window

[cornish]

Well done Cornish xx

Zaf, today was always going to be a downer - is there anything you can look forward to later? Xx

thanks, you where a huge help towards this my dear. really appreciate what you've done for me. 
i feel closer to you than anyone right now, i see you as a really good friend (that give me a kick up the ass when i need it)  i had no faith in humanity left until i got to know you.
now im in bloody tears,  but in the good way

Got an emergency appointment tomorow.   

Proud of you :)  &*(

im confused to who you are as i can only see 3 dots. but thanks

me too  &*(

:) thanks

There is no way I should have come back to work,  if I didn't have the job I'm currently working on then I wouldn't cope,  I'm still feeling the affects of the O.D. and I'm actually starting to considering medical help but really struggling with the decision

It is the right decision Cornish. Well done. You have thought about this and been very brave with your decision I am so very proud of you. This is what you need and it is the way to help yourself. Well done mate.  :)

it was bloody difficult and i fell like i regret it but i do know its for the best, im just really dreading it and its going to interfear with work and thats a big issues for me personally

[Lol]

Yes it will be very difficult wont it. And it will interfere with work. I think things have become so difficult in all respects, that this is just another difficulty in another direction. But this time it's in a much more constructive and potentially life changing direction. I appreciate how difficult this was for you. I'm right behind you cheering you on.

[Zaf]

We're all with you cornish xx

[Munchroom]

Cornish - you have had me in a few bouts of tears over the last few days, so think of those ones as payback! 

Thinking of you xx

[Lol]

Night all  :)

[cornish]

Cornish - you have had me in a few bouts of tears over the last few days, so think of those ones as payback! 

Thinking of you xx

sorry my dear.








feeling a bit annoyed.   this is a support website that helps people.