How are you feeling today?

[cornish]

Ear licking conversation, ewwww

Lol - apologies for not seeing your post
I feel unmotivated all the time, it's so easy to waste hours on end in front of the tv or on the Internet
I go back to school the day after tomorrow and I still need to do my homework
I think I need to start adjusting my sleeping pattern as well, at the moment i'm not sleeping until 2am and I'm waking up at 10am

its perfectly normal for cornish people.   or if you want to get rid of some one haha

[Lol]

Is it Cornish and zaff then?

no its just me doing it to everyone,  im well up for licking people, all you gotta do is ask. or not ask and just end up with one anyway 

 ^*^

[Zaf]

Hi sorry I disappeared, Hubby got up so had a good cry on his shoulder. He is very good and takes over when I am like this, just get so angry as I want to do it myself.

We went for a walk, just a short one and it was hard going and cryed most of the way.  But at least I have done it.

Just taken a Clonazapan (spelling) have some from when I was under the Pdoc with the mental health team.  Its just to see me through until I can see dr tomorrow.  My sister is coming with me. Hubby said he would come but its his first day back at work after Xmas break.  Just need someone with me as knowing me I will not be able to speak for crying.  Hopefully will be put back on Duloxetine as they seemed to be the only ones that helped last time, tried so many anti-depressants.

Thanx again for being there to listen and offer suppport.

Sharon x x

Its great your sister is going with you, have you thought of writing the important things down you need to tell the doc so you dont forget anything?

xx

[Sweetpea]

No had not thought about doing that. very good idea, at least I can show him what I have written if I am to upset to talk. Thanx.

[woozywoo]

Ummm...well strangley i am actually looking forward to going back to work tomorrow. I function much better when i am in a routine. I find work stressful and very hard at times, but i think i am worse when i dont go because i have very late nights, sleep in very late and just become very miserable and unmotivated.

So heres hoping that tomorrow goes ok!

[Alstare1974]

 "£$  getting a bit fed up of living at my parents... always having to explain where i am going and being reminded to do things i was already on top of, its very frustrating "£"  it'll be months until the situation changes so i guess i'll just have to get used to it !"!

on a plus side my new relationship is going really well, we've already said that we love each other and are hoping to move in together in the future />.

[Zaf]

That sounds great Alstare (your relationship, not living with your parents)  />.

[Munchroom]

Thats really great Alstare. You give a lot of people hope  :) xx

[lost rolex]

feeling alot better after reading Alstare1974  post, keep it going,


LR

[Got]

I don't know how start a new relationship. The past has completly removed my confidence. I've no idea how I will ever go near another girl...and I am scared of it all going wrong. Broken hearts affect me badly.

[lost rolex]

i don't think of a relationship going wrong, for me they just end, if things go wrong people try to fix them, if they end there's nothing to do. kind of a defense mechanism, eggs baskets and all that.



LR

[Alstare1974]

Feeling scared of getting hurt though.

[Got]

Yep Alstare, I am the same.

Perhaps try not to throw yourself in to deeply.

I am so scared of being hurt, that I have given up females full stop.

[Alstare1974]

Too late for that Stevie. If this was a poker game I'd be all in.

[Got]

Ah, well, just dont put all your eggs in one basket...I mean, have other things of importance to your life as well.

I am the lord and master of putting all my eggs into one basket, so I am trying to balance things out a little myself...trying to prevent future further collapses.