How are you feeling today?

[Alstare1974]

Just being nice.

[Alstare1974]

Excuse me but since when have myelf and Cornish been licking each others ears?? I am not aware of this? !! 

I'm sure you do.

[Lol]

Excuse me but since when have myelf and Cornish been licking each others ears?? I am not aware of this? !! 

I'm sure you do.

Well it's news to me!! 

[Alstare1974]

Is it Cornish and zaff then?

[Alstare1974]

Or am I just going mad.

[Lol]

I think you're a bit wax happy there mate  I'd lay off the ears for a while if I was you.

[woozywoo]

See Alstare......(is that better) you have it wrong.

I am very sorry Lol, i was led astray by a certain poster on here!

Oh and Lol, i am sorry about being dim. But had previously looked at the smilies on my phone and they didnt roll. Looking on the laptop now, i can quite clearly see that they roll. You must have thought, cant she see the things rolling!!!!

[Alstare1974]

sorry  ,<=

[cornish]

Is it Cornish and zaff then?

no its just me doing it to everyone,  im well up for licking people, all you gotta do is ask. or not ask and just end up with one anyway 


i still feel completely messed up from last night so decided not to take my meds again and not sleep tonight.   ive gone numb all over and everything is hilarious for some reason. just the feeling of the laptop on my lap tickles and clicking the mouse buttons is hard work and the clicks are too loud.   everything is soo heavy. i feel strage, but in a good way,  i doubt it is good though

[Sweetpea]

Thought this was the best place to post.

Just got up after being awake for ages, just laying there thinking I just can't get up.  I am shaking and scared.  Just find this so hard to cope with. Just want to feel normal again.

Want ot to be tomorrow so I can make the appointment for the dr.  Why does it have to be a bank holiday today?!

Sharon

[Zaf]

Hang in there, do you have any calming techniques you can use? xx

[Sweetpea]

Trying to do breathing exercises, but so hard when I feel like this.  Trying to get myself together to get in the shower but so shakey.  My sister is coming over in an hour ans we are going for a walk with our dogs, know I will feel better for going, but just don't know if I can manage it feeling like this.

Sharon

[Zaf]

If breathing isnt working try sitting and closing your eyes and feeling your body, the physical results of how you are feeling, and trying to release the physical feelings if you can.  Another technique is to close your eyes and listen to what is around you, push thoughts out of your mind when they creep in and just lusten.

Will your sister be able to help when she arrives if you still feel bad?

[Raindrops]

Ear licking conversation, ewwww

Lol - apologies for not seeing your post
I feel unmotivated all the time, it's so easy to waste hours on end in front of the tv or on the Internet
I go back to school the day after tomorrow and I still need to do my homework
I think I need to start adjusting my sleeping pattern as well, at the moment i'm not sleeping until 2am and I'm waking up at 10am

[Sweetpea]

Hi sorry I disappeared, Hubby got up so had a good cry on his shoulder. He is very good and takes over when I am like this, just get so angry as I want to do it myself.

We went for a walk, just a short one and it was hard going and cryed most of the way.  But at least I have done it.

Just taken a Clonazapan (spelling) have some from when I was under the Pdoc with the mental health team.  Its just to see me through until I can see dr tomorrow.  My sister is coming with me. Hubby said he would come but its his first day back at work after Xmas break.  Just need someone with me as knowing me I will not be able to speak for crying.  Hopefully will be put back on Duloxetine as they seemed to be the only ones that helped last time, tried so many anti-depressants.

Thanx again for being there to listen and offer suppport.

Sharon x x