How are you feeling today?

[Zaf]

Eugh, raging IBS due to a bit of a binge on all sorts of rubbish last night when I was in that funny mood, will go home as soon as the urgent things are done with the hope I can take the next two days off.  Mentally not too bad

[doublep]

Drained, and see no future.

[Zaf]

Cold - our effing cantral heating has died and D isnt sure if he can get a new fan of the right type before the weekend

[Lol]

I have no future either

[Alstare1974]

Lol. There is a future you just can't see it right now. Hopefully given a bit of time you will. Hugs

[Zaf]

Alstare is right lol xx



How are you now Alstare?

[Alstare1974]

Hey Zaf

Still bored but fairly stable otherwise for now. How are you tonight?

[doublep]

Is it bad when you contemplate ending everything?
I've gone through it in my head with pros and cons.
Ended up with more cons than pros though, so can't do it.

That's definately not normal, but I feel alright..

[woozywoo]

It is bad when you contemplate that P but that means you are not feeling good. When did you say you back to the doctors?

[woozywoo]

I am feeling numb today. Not feeling anything really, it is such a funny way to feel, i feel like crying a little, but am with family, so painting on that smile, but its the numbness that really indicates how i feel.

[doublep]

It is bad when you contemplate that P but that means you are not feeling good. When did you say you back to the doctors?

Therapy and gp back to back next Wednesday morning

[woozywoo]

Not too long then. But when you feel as low as you do it probably seems too long. I have felt the same as you on occasions, i have thought about ending it all cos it just seems to hard to carry on and pointless. When driving my car along i have had a fleating thought, what if this happened e.g. it went off the road. But i know that isnt the answer. But i do understnad that it seems appealing!

Sorry you arent feeling great.

[doublep]

I've done that while driving, came close once.

Am sure I'll be ok.. if I get worse I'll go in sooner

[woozywoo]

Its sounds as though you are being sensible about how ytou feel, which is hard. Make sure you have contact numbers you need in case you need to contact anybody over the weekend! Are you spending it alone?

[doublep]

Got the weekend with the family,well Sunday so should be occupied!