How are you feeling today?

[Zaf]

you should definitely be proud of yourself for getting the interview, well done :)  I know what you mean about feeling a failure if you dont get it as I always had that attitude but its not the right way to think so although I'm the pot calling the kettle black I shall tell you that its not a failure on your part!

xx

[Holykimura]

Thanks Zaf, your encouraging words mean alot. I will let you know how i get on.

[Munchroom]

Well done Holykimura - I compeltley get how it would feel like a personal failure... I wrote a childrens story (massive step down from the full legnth 'novels' I used to write) back in the summer and for months everyone nagged me to get it sent off, I couldnt get across to them that it wasn't the sending off that was the problem, it was the rejection thats bound to follow. I hope you hear positive news back - remember, if they offer it, you don't have to take it!! Only take it if you feel you'll be able to cope Xx

[Munchroom]

Im feeling... okish today. My friend is going to drop her son around any minute to look after for the afternoon whilst she's helping out at the school Christmas fayre. Am very anxious about going down to school to pick up her daughter at 3.30.... I know its going to be absolutley heaving  She is going to arrange it so that one of the other mums brings her daughter out and I can wait across the road, so thats a bit of a help.

Listening to Christmas music and trying not to think of all that yet!!

[Munchroom]

Lol and Alstare - how are you doing?? xx

[Alstare1974]

Hey munch

At the moment feeling much better. At the moment my biggest problem is finding something to do during tge day.

[Glen53]

Today has been better for me. Dont know how long it will last, but right now I dont care.

Im enjoying it whilst it lasts.

Anybody heard from cornish? I read his last post and im a bit worried. 

[Zaf]

Good to hear today has been better Glen :)

Not for a day or two, and not lol either

[Zaf]

Hey munch

At the moment feeling much better. At the moment my biggest problem is finding something to do during tge day.

Good to hear you're feeling better Alstare :)  if you are able to concentrate how about dredging up a past hobby or something similar?

[Lol]

Hi. Officially depressed and on the jollop. I am so very very very disappointed that I have been so completely and utterly conned by some one I believed in totally and who insists on rubbing it in my face every minute of every day. I am so angry. So disappointed. So sad. So betrayed and so alone. I'm close to the bottom. I have been fighting this crash. It has been futile. The last 10 years of my life were futile.

I now just exist. I don't want to simply exist. I can't go along existing. I'm f*$^£d

[Holykimura]

Thanks munchroom, thats true I could always say no, it would feel quite strange to be in a position to be able to say no to a job, I so hope that this will be the case next week. Wish me luck   :)

[Holykimura]

Lol I'm sorry your in this position, all i can say is try to be strong!!!

[cornish]

just popping my head in.   if your ever worried just look at the last online thing for me, im on here a LOT and i read virtually every post, i just find it very hard to post sometimes.



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not even going to go into what ive been up to or how im feeling, i think im going to do what you suggested zaf.

[Zaf]

Hi. Officially depressed and on the jollop. I am so very very very disappointed that I have been so completely and utterly conned by some one I believed in totally and who insists on rubbing it in my face every minute of every day. I am so angry. So disappointed. So sad. So betrayed and so alone. I'm close to the bottom. I have been fighting this crash. It has been futile. The last 10 years of my life were futile.

I now just exist. I don't want to simply exist. I can't go along existing. I'm f*$^£d

I'm so sorry lol, the break up was bad enough but being cruel afterwards is unforgivable 

&*(

[Zaf]

just popping my head in.   if your ever worried just look at the last online thing for me, im on here a LOT and i read virtually every post, i just find it very hard to post sometimes.



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not even going to go into what ive been up to or how im feeling, i think im going to do what you suggested zaf.

Hope it helps cornish.  Thinking of you xx


PS where do I find the last on line thingy?