Try not to feel guilty for only posting your own thoughts, that's what the Forum's all about for many. Sometimes we don't feel strong enough to involve ourselves in other people's problems. It's important that we try to keep ourselves positive, so reading things that are gloomy makes little sense, eh?
Recalling things you've previously shared, I remember that we have similar childhoods, which has left a traumatic mark on our lives. I also suffer PTSD from another incident, but have often thought I also suffer PTSD from childhood. I harbour tremendous anger and resentment from childhood that eats me up like a disease. I've never been brave enough to face the trauma in therapy
You're right, we tend to make attempts at burying our pain, but it does have a habit of resurfacing. Those moments of realisation can make therapy feel worthwhile
Depression is a very lonely illness and it wouldn't matter who was around us, we would still feel very much alone. Even another depressive cannot fully know the dark corners of our mind.
Hope you have a better evening and tomorrow feels brighter
