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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #30 on: August 15, 2012, 08:43:06 PM »
Enough is enough.can't face another sleepless night . want to go to sleep and never wake up

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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #31 on: August 15, 2012, 08:46:36 PM »
have you anything you can take to get some decent sleep?

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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #32 on: August 15, 2012, 08:49:05 PM »
No. I have a doctors appointment in the morning. Don't really want to go down the sleeping tablet route but I can't carry on like this. Don't know if I can take sleeping tablets and anti-depressants at the same time
Looking at the contents of my medicine cabinet and want to take everything in it so I do sleep forever
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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #33 on: August 15, 2012, 09:02:43 PM »
really hope it goes ok tomorrow Willows. S x x x x
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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #34 on: August 15, 2012, 09:08:17 PM »
I don't think I have the fight left in me to make it to tomorrow

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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #35 on: August 15, 2012, 09:10:21 PM »
Please try Willow. You need help to get through this. S x x x x
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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #36 on: August 15, 2012, 09:31:03 PM »
Willow,

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way, I've been there. Please try to hold off giving up and make it through to seeing your doctor tomorrow. When you do ask him/her about anti-d's that also help you sleep, there are a few. Sleep doesn't cure depression but can make you a bit more prepared to face the horror of it all. Hang in there please..

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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #37 on: August 15, 2012, 09:45:07 PM »
I was on mitazapine up until 5 weeks ago which did help me sleep to a degree  but I had to change to a different med and sleep has just gone out of the window since then. this is my 3rd different anti-depressant now and nothing seems to be workin and now i can't sleep either . Don't think anything is going to work
only one way out

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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #38 on: August 15, 2012, 09:47:47 PM »
Willows don't give up. It took several changes to get the right one for me. I was ready to give up too. But now I am on the right meds I am so much better. S x x x x
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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #39 on: August 15, 2012, 10:25:10 PM »
Want to end it all but the thought of what it will do to my kids is stopping me.I need to see the doctor before even thinking of my kids isn't enough to keep me going and I know it will happen.

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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #40 on: August 15, 2012, 10:28:20 PM »
%^% for you. You can fight this for yourself and your children. Depression is so cruel. S x x x x
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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #41 on: August 16, 2012, 07:34:07 AM »
You definitely need to see your doctor

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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #42 on: August 16, 2012, 12:13:20 PM »
Been to docs. She has prescribed Temazepam but has told me only to take it one or twice a week when I really desperately need to sleep. Was honest with her for the first time about wanting to end it all. She wants to see me in a couple of weeks after I have started cbt and if that doesn't seem to be helping she is going to refer me to a psychiatrist.

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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #43 on: August 16, 2012, 12:22:42 PM »
That sounds a good way forward willows xxx
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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #44 on: August 16, 2012, 12:53:18 PM »
Tamezepams good, I take it when I need to, normally knocks me out for 5-6 hours and leaves me feeling calmer the next day.

Hope they work for you. Xxxx