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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #225 on: October 04, 2012, 07:07:55 PM »
Having come of meds a couple of days ago to start a new one tomorrow I have crashed really badly today and yesterday. Dark thoughts and have been more than tempted to act on them which is why I have come on here now. I desperately need to distract myself. I have never felt so hopeless, scared and alone and I feel so dizzy I can barely stand up. shaking uncontrollably, crying and my heAd is pounding.
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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #226 on: October 04, 2012, 08:35:39 PM »
 %^% You've got so far. You should be really proud, because it is so painful, and yet you've kept going.  %^% We're all rooting for you. I hope that you manage to get some peace tonight. Best wishes, always.  +-_
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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #227 on: October 04, 2012, 10:50:19 PM »
DespeRate to escape this hell
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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #228 on: October 04, 2012, 10:55:14 PM »
You can make it Willows.  *() We're here for you. Sending you restful thoughts.  %^%
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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #229 on: October 04, 2012, 11:10:44 PM »
You can do this Willow  %^%
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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #230 on: October 04, 2012, 11:17:22 PM »
The only thing I want to DO is swallow all the taBlets I have piled up in front of me but I have also gots a photo of my kids in my hands which is getting in the way
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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #231 on: October 04, 2012, 11:45:07 PM »
Talking to the out of hours mjental health help line
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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #232 on: October 04, 2012, 11:59:14 PM »
Please stay strong.  *() Phoning the helpline was a good move. It's tomorrow that you start the new meds, isn't it? Have you got anything else planned? %^%
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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #233 on: October 05, 2012, 12:12:10 AM »
Yes I am starting new meds the morning. Due to Start work at 10am. Struggling to see how I will make iT through tonight at the moment though.
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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #234 on: October 05, 2012, 12:31:37 AM »
 *() Well, it's very late to suggest a coffee, and that always puts me on edge anyway, but maybe making yourself a cup of tea might help. I sometimes find that just the gentle stirring can have a bit of soporiphic effect. Hmm is that the right word? Take it easy. Michael
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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #235 on: October 05, 2012, 06:58:16 AM »
I hope that you're ok this morning Willows. I hope the new meds start to relieve your suffering soon. I have had a similar experience with having to come off meds quickly and know how hard this is for you.

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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #236 on: October 05, 2012, 08:15:33 AM »
Feel so dizzy and shaky still this morning. Dark thoughts still with me this morning. I feel so awful I am too scared to swallow the first venlafaxine for fear that being the first time I have taken it it will make me feel worse.
I need to be at work for 10am but don't feel able to drive at the moment but if I don't go I will have given up my fight to keep going.
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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #237 on: October 05, 2012, 09:27:50 AM »
Aww Willow hugs x
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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #238 on: October 05, 2012, 02:09:12 PM »
(((( big hugs )))) Willows.  Its horrible coming off meds. Thinking of you. S x x x x

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Re: Can't cope
« Reply #239 on: October 05, 2012, 07:59:58 PM »
 *() How has today been?  *() I hope that you have a better night tonight.  %^%
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