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volcano inside
« on: December 09, 2011, 04:07:22 AM »
just had my \meds feel like a volcano inside god i hate the &$%+r of of everthing no mad just little things that are really bugging me



feel bad today what day is it


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Re: volcano inside
« Reply #1 on: December 09, 2011, 09:16:48 AM »
What meds are you on? How long you been on them??

I get enraged over the slightest of things recently too.. can't feel any other emotion other than anger.. hate it.

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Re: volcano inside
« Reply #2 on: December 09, 2011, 09:38:39 AM »
I've never been an angry person, but recently I've found myself getting so worked up over the slightest of things... I don't tend to vent very well though, its all internal with me  :-\
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Re: volcano inside
« Reply #3 on: December 09, 2011, 09:47:21 AM »
I get spells of anger when I'm depressed too,  I think its one of the common symptoms :(
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Re: volcano inside
« Reply #4 on: December 09, 2011, 11:35:30 AM »
Im glad im not the only one who gets angry too! It is a common symptom with depression though. I feel with me its more frustration rather than anger, and then frustration leads to feeling angry about how i feel.

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Re: volcano inside
« Reply #5 on: December 09, 2011, 06:49:36 PM »
I get angry sometimes.... mostly with myself though.

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Re: volcano inside
« Reply #6 on: December 10, 2011, 06:14:10 AM »
i get angry with myself, i don't self harm but i bring misery with me, and to everyone around me, i am not a ******* court jester at the best of times but i can turn any situation in to a downward spiral at the moment.


I used to be so full of life and carefree always laughing and joking, now a smile is harder than ever.


trying to keep tabs on what i have wriiten a bit like a log,


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« Last Edit: December 10, 2011, 07:25:56 AM by Zaf »
Harmful intentions
particularly those involving deliberate acts exploitation, seem to cause longer-lasting and more painful emotional consequences than natural disasters. The crucial factor may be that such experiences destroys people’s trust in others, particularly if they involve someone you have depended on.

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Re: volcano inside
« Reply #7 on: December 10, 2011, 07:19:41 PM »
Best way to do that is to start a journal  ;)

http://depressionforums.co.uk/dpf/index.php?board=23.0
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Re: volcano inside
« Reply #8 on: December 19, 2011, 01:50:45 PM »
ive had bouts of serious anger, at simple little things, im not an angry person but this did come from sonewhere, not sure where.
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Re: volcano inside
« Reply #9 on: December 22, 2011, 11:26:31 AM »
I used to be so full of life and carefree always laughing and joking, now a smile is harder than ever

I feel you mate

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Re: volcano inside
« Reply #10 on: December 22, 2011, 12:58:04 PM »
I used to be so full of life and carefree always laughing and joking, now a smile is harder than ever

I feel you mate

Me too!!

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Re: volcano inside
« Reply #11 on: December 22, 2011, 07:50:01 PM »
You may find it tough to raise a smile for yourself Lol, but you have raised many for others on this forum since i have been here. I just wish i could return the favour for you.
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Re: volcano inside
« Reply #12 on: December 22, 2011, 08:21:55 PM »
Thank you Glen I didn't realise I had been raising smiles! That's nice to know! People on here make me smile almost every day  :) Dont' know what I'd do without you guys  &*(

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Re: volcano inside
« Reply #13 on: December 22, 2011, 09:17:47 PM »
Its hard not to lift the corners of the mouth when reading such caring support from people you have never met. Its the strongest of the human abilities which is underused in this world - sticking together to help each other through tough times.
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Re: volcano inside
« Reply #14 on: December 24, 2011, 09:13:00 PM »
I get REALLY irritated and sometimes just want peace and quiet. My two kids dont allow that though so sometimes its difficult. I can get easily short tempered and tell them off over the slightest things, which makes me feel like crap. My son also has ADHD so to say he is a handfull is an understatement. I can sit in a chair and just have this horrible knot of anger and irritability inside me whereby i just feel I could cry, or loose the plot and walk out, or just go upstairs to bed to get away from everyone. Its one of the most difficult parts of my depression, it really is :( Hate it. "£"
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