Yeah I know i am supposed to be crazy

but seriously i am getting freaked out when I look at clocks around the house, microwave, oven, bedside etc the number seems always to show 11 11. I went to supermarket yesterday and got a voucher to be used by 11/11/11. Told my hubby but I think it flew over him. Now it has been happening so much it is really spooking me to the point I am dreading it. Didn't dare tell the Pychiatrist in case they locked me up ......
My dreams are all about forcing me out to work and it is all wrong (I would relish being able to do something as I worked extremly hard 10-14hr days, and always away from home) this is what eventually broke the camels back. I went out to dinner today, have drank about 2 bottles of wine which is wrong and on so optimum doses or mertazapine and sertraline tablets and zopliderm. as well as busperone. This is what I am on to function. Anyway agreed to go out to dinner with hubby tonight, the sickness I have had etc is unbelievable, paranoia that everyone is looking at me.
Will I ever gett there it is not looking like it another 6 weeks to Phychiatrist after 11/11/11/11..............