anti psychotics arent a bad thing, they really help me, please just give them a chance. but raise your concerns about them and please make sure they know about your medical health, i urge you to go back as soon as you can and TELL them to look at your medical history.
also dont read too much into the bit of paper that comes with meds, i wont sugar coat it, the side effects arent nice but normally most of them go after about 3 weeks(can be 2-6 weeks) and then you will start to notice a diffrence.
mainly i just think a pill wont give me a life... ill still have no friends... no bf.... and job... and the psychiatrist knows nothin about my health... and money is an issue here..
no it wont give you these things but it will help you to get them once they start working
the getting fat is a concern. the brain starting to f*** up is too... and if i only need psychotherapy???
you may not get that side effect. yeah your going to have a few start up issues with the medication but dont fear them, they will help you in the long run, please just give them a chance.
i may not be very active on here at the moment but i check on here pretty often so if you ever need a chat then feel free to send me a message on here. i might not be much help but i will try my best.