How are you feeling today?

[Got]

Sorry you feel this way Lol. Its an awful feeling.

Unfortnatly, I appear to have lost my mind again, I know I have and I can recognise that I have gotten sick again. I dont know why but I have. The OCD imp has come back to play his tricks, and has decided to put disturbing imagary in my head.

Thank you OCD, thank you so much.

[cornish]

physically feel crap today, it feels like my lower ribs are bruised and my upper abdomen is really painful.

went to my gp, well now i HAVE to see him every monday, psychologist every wednesday and cpn every friday.

didnt speak much, didnt ask about the cut that was infected, but it isnt infected now that i cut it off so i didnt think it was important

[Lol]

I think its a fine line lol, are you still going to counselling?


Oh, please if you think I'm poking my nose in tell me to back off....

Zaf, why would you think you were poking your nose in?!?!?!?!?! Of COURSE you're not!!!! I welcome any comments at all yet am searching for none.

I don't know which is which but I will discuss it with my GP. I trust him a lot. Previously I have not thought I was depressed and he has told me I was and medicated me so I know he wont mess about if he thinks one way or the other.

[Lol]

Sorry you feel this way Lol. Its an awful feeling.

Unfortnatly, I appear to have lost my mind again, I know I have and I can recognise that I have gotten sick again. I dont know why but I have. The OCD imp has come back to play his tricks, and has decided to put disturbing imagary in my head.

Thank you OCD, thank you so much.

I'm sorry Stevie. your OCD sounds very serious and intrusive. Disturbing imigary in your head needs to be controlled urgently. I hope you can achieve this. I read elsewhere that you have maybe had unsuccessful treatment for this in the past, but there are more treatments available that open an horizon of hope.

Where there is hope there is future Stevie  :)

[Lol]

physically feel crap today, it feels like my lower ribs are bruised and my upper abdomen is really painful.

went to my gp, well now i HAVE to see him every monday, psychologist every wednesday and cpn every friday.

didnt speak much, didnt ask about the cut that was infected, but it isnt infected now that i cut it off so i didnt think it was important

Oh Cornish I'm sorry. Where your lower ribs meet your upper abdomen is generally your stomach area - does it hurt when you breath in or all the time? - hurting when you breathe in is generally a pneumonic complaint (ie that of your chest/lungs) if it is all the time and feels liek you have been punched in the stomach it is likely gastritis.

It sounds like your GP is used to your si and understands your handle on it. i am glad it is not infected any more. However you achieved it 

I'm also glad that you are seeing psych/med professionals 3 times a week. i know it is very difficult for you, but please try to open up just a xenith more each time. just a xenith 

I hope tomorrow is better than today for you Cornish. You are very important to us and I wish you to have some respite soon. Take Care. Lol  :)

[Got]

Thanks Lol. I have elimenated intrusive thoughts, but now they are back. These are of a different kind however, and of a kind I cannot deal with. I find them profoundly distressing. Last time I had thoughts of this nature, it took one year for them tp disapear. With time they will go, but until they go, I will suffer. They are not always intrusive, as I obssesively bring them into my mind.

I am hoping by a serious devotion to meditation, my mind will calm and I will reduce these thoughts. I understand that these kinds of thoughts arise from anxiety, and I beleive meditation can help.

Also, I am hoping the doctors can help with medication. I can also label these thoughts as OCD, which works well for many thoughts, but not these.

I hope both you and Cornish find relief from your problems soon. Hang on in there Cornish

[Alstare1974]

I'm dreading going to bed tonight. :-(

[Got]

Same here...Im putting it off

[BladeRunner]

Good morning everyone, hope you are all well, at least as well as it's possible for us!

[Zaf]

good morning all,  its a lovely sunny day here,  I still feel overwhelmed but I'm going to work through it if at all possible.

Thinking of you all and hoping there is some improvement how you feel, even if its only a tiny one

lol,  I think its time you found out if you were depressed,  you have been through such a lot emotionally and you may now need some medical help yourself

 &*( everyone

[Munchroom]

Morning everyone - just read through the last few pages of posts  - seems like we're all having a pretty rought time at the moment 

I have the doctors this-morning (and I'm awake in time for it!) Gotta tell him about my backwards slip and also my mum and my best friend have been making (unrelated) noises about the fact they wonder if a lot of my problems are M.E/C.F.S based....  Best bring that up too.....

xx

[Zaf]

hope it all goes well  &*(

[Munchroom]

Thanks Zaf - I'm making a list of all the things that have been prevelant since my last visit seeing as I'm likely to get in there and go completley blank  xx

[Zaf]

Thats a good idea,  I tend to forget stuff when I get to my GP, usually the most important things!

[Holykimura]

Feeling like cxxp today, just when you think you've turned a corner, and bang it hits you again! I'm going to try and keep myself occupied today, I know I'm going to hate doing some of the stuff but it's better than not doing anything at all! Hope you guys are having better days than I am