How are you feeling today?

[Alstare1974]

Sounds like you had a good sleep though cornish. Shame you dont feel rested.

[cornish]

yeah it is a bit annoying, i had plans for today as well probably wouldn't have managed to do them even if i was awake but that isn't really the point

[Zaf]

Your body must need he sleep cornish


I'm tired but wide awake at 4am again

[Lol]

Hi cornish, good to hear you had a big sleep, I'm sure your body needed that. Good that you enjoyed a film too  :) How are you feeling in other ways?

Zaf it is disappointing that you didn't sleep as well last night as the night before. That aromatherapy must have really worked for you. Have you considered an oil burner in your bedroom?

How did everyones animals get on with the fireworks?  ^&*

[cornish]

yeah i must of needed it, still feel crap though physically and mentally

[cornish]

ahhhhrg i hate banks

[Lol]

What's happened at the bank Cornish??

[cornish]

i haven't been there but i keep getting bloody letters from them, every month they keep offering me a rather large loan and i dunno why, i asked them to stop, they did for about a month and then they sent a differently worded letter with a larger amount.

[Lol]

They are annoying aren't they. What's even worse is my friends partner was a statistician employed by a large credit firm to target people who spend irresponsibly and might be liable to the lure of a loan, but....get this....would be most likely to NOT be able to pay it back. Thus when they missed their payments, more interest would be applied, then they would have to apply for higher lending with higher interest and eventually the credit company would make more money from them!!! That I think is absolutely DISGUSTING. I asked her how she could live with someone who did that for a living?!?! I couldn't. I HATE anything like that, it's horrible.

You would think in the current economic mess the bank would be relieved to hear you didn't want a loan!!

[cornish]

yes they are and i hate that type of thing too.  but thankfully im not in that situation, i think its because i had a loan many years ago when i was younger and irresponsible and im nearly finnished paying it off.   would never get another unless i REALLY needed it

[Zaf]

I did try an oil on a tissue and the first 4 hours I slept well but woke when OH came to bed around 2ish and couldnt get back to sleep, tonight I plan to put some on my wrists, I'm not keen on having an oil burner alight all night in case it somehow caused a fire.

Poor Jade was in a dreadful state with the damned fireworks despite being sedated, the two whippet lurchers were shaky but responded fairly well to cuddles and the horses were OK thankfully.

I think those letters should be illegal, its so easy for people to take out loans without realising the consequences 

i'm a bit unsettled after having some dark thoughts this morning, I may expand later if I feel the need

[Lol]

I'm so sorry Zaf. That's not like you at the moment. Please don't entertain them, are you going through another unexpected low or did something in particular trigger it? You haven't slept well, please let us know if there is any way we can support you. Thinking of you.  &*(

[Zaf]

Thats the syrange thing lol, I dont feel down, I'd describe my mood as neutral, I definitely wont act on the thoughts for several reasons but might appreciate exploring them and why they popped into my mind this morning, thanks xxx

[smirfy21]

ughhhh feeling very hungover this morning minus a headache which I am glad about, tired and have a buisy afternoon this afternoon which I am kind of dreading.

Hope everyone is ok and enjoyed lots of firework displays last night
smirfy

[doublep]

Woke at 4am today for the 3rd day running, spent the rest of the day not doing much.. was meant to fix a small problem on the car but I decided not to.. too cold 

Not sure how I feel, bit empty to be honest, which is a weird one.