How are you feeling today?

[Lol]

Zaf you have been feeling quite down for most of this week and I'm concerned for you. It is so disheartening to feel like that and I wander if you have been exploring too much to help others? Please do all you can to look after yourself, you are very important.

[Zaf]

can we help?   &*(

[Zaf]

Zaf you have been feeling quite down for most of this week and I'm concerned for you. It is so disheartening to feel like that and I wander if you have been exploring too much to help others? Please do all you can to look after yourself, you are very important.

Thanks lol,  its possible I suppose but I think its more to do with work and major hassles with parents-in-law than anything else, I'm still taking  2-3 hours off every afternoon for meditation etc, as far as I'm concerned thats non-negotiable and I'm looking forward to the weekend where I will make sure I get some rest and plenty of time to do my own thing.  I may even slope off tomorrow after a meeting mid morning that I cant get out of and I know will irritate me immensely!

If I keep feeling this low I'll give the doctor a call and ask if its OK to up my meds a bit,  I'm only on a very low dose so its possible I now need to increase them a bit.

[smirfy21]

I have come to the conclusion that I am beyond help

[Zaf]

Whats made you think that smirfy?

[Alstare1974]

In the past 24 hours I've spent 20 hours in bed :-(

[BladeRunner]

Really &$%+ty today - even more stress coming up, will be really difficult and I don't exactly know how to pull through some things. Damn  "£"

Bah, I hope I can at least sort some things out tomorrow. Gonna go to bed now, I guess.. and will then see what I can do, although I don't exactly know where to start. At least I no work at the moment, but I can't really enjoy the free time..

[danbob]

Really &$%+ty today - even more stress coming up, will be really difficult and I don't exactly know how to pull through some things. Damn  "£"

Bah, I hope I can at least sort some things out tomorrow. Gonna go to bed now, I guess.. and will then see what I can do, although I don't exactly know where to start. At least I no work at the moment, but I can't really enjoy the free time..

hope you feel better soon, chin up mate :)

[smirfy21]

Whats made you think that smirfy?

Hmm well mostly because I have tried all the medical stuff, the psychiatrist, the GP, The medication, the life change, the meditation and I feel like there is Nothing left however I am on this strange high this evening full of energy but still feeling quite awful. I wonder sometimes if I am going to end as a psychotic inpatient rocking back and forth and talking to myself at the age of 25.

hey looks like there is nothing left so whats the point, just take life as it hits me I am done fighting it and if I do end up some psychotic inpatient then so be it who am I to fight destiny?
smirfy

[Alstare1974]

Hugs smirfy

[BladeRunner]

Really &$%+ty today - even more stress coming up, will be really difficult and I don't exactly know how to pull through some things. Damn  "£"

Bah, I hope I can at least sort some things out tomorrow. Gonna go to bed now, I guess.. and will then see what I can do, although I don't exactly know where to start. At least I no work at the moment, but I can't really enjoy the free time..

hope you feel better soon, chin up mate :)

This time it's actually not just bout how I'm feeling, but also just difficult and strainful stuff. But of course the depression always makes things harder. Well let's see..


smirfy, I do not think you will end as a psychotic inpatient, nor do I believe it is your destiny. I don't believe there is a predetermined destiny, there are just predispositions. You're not fighting destiny, but a disease (or predisposition). I hope I can get part of what I want to say across, can't really express it well at the moment..

[nickynoo]

Not a good night for me........feeling like &$%+.....was doing so well and now this

[Alstare1974]

Micky

Why you feeling like this?

[Got]

When I read through these posts I realise I am not alone. You are all such brave people to be dealing with what you are doing. I find you all inspiring to be honest.

[nickynoo]

Hi Alstare.....just feeling like its 1 step forward and 10 back, things keep going wrong and I feel my strength dwindling....how much longer do I have to put up withe this depression.....does anyone ever get cured???