How are you feeling today?

[cornish]

haven't actually made one, im suppose to do it as i leave but couldn't do it last time, was far too low i know i should have got both of the appointments sorted though, will get told off for it and get a letter with the normal time and day on it though. i do think i need to make sure i go as im in a lot of physical pain, hope its nothing bad as my glands are really swollen, but only on my left side and my lower rib cage and upper abdomen are reallly tender, especially the left side.

 i do have my weekly psychologist appointment sorted though, that never changes day or times

[Zaf]

Yes you definitely ought to go, could you get an earlier appointment do you think?

She sounds like she's really trying hard for you :)

[Depina]

Great that you keep your promises Cornish, admirable !
Keep Strong
Love Di XXXXXXXXXXX

[Lol]

Cornish you are feeling so disappointed that you have taken such a tumble after having come so far. It isn't fair when you have fought so hard. If you think of your recovery as a mountain, and your progress so far as a certain way up, I don't think you are back down at the bottom looking up again, I think you have just fallen down a pot hole. A rescue mission is needed, but once you are out I think you will still be at the highest point you had come to.

Whenever you are ready to talk please do. If you would like to PM me you can. We are always going to be worried about you Cornish but that's built in, we are all worried about each other by default, but you wont frighten anyone (me anyway). We hear how low you have got, talking about the details if you need to wont make any difference, please don't think you can't talk about certain things if you need to. PM me if you need to.  :)

[Lol]

I can not believe it but I have had 12 hours sleep and feel soooooooooooooo much better!!!!!!! It's incredible!! I can not believe I slept that long. It feels like fresh air!!  />.

Right everybody. Lets have a day we can each be proud if in some way. Not necessarily a good one, but lets just be proud of something. I'm gonna bleach the &$%+ out of my bathroom. Here goes.............

Watcha gonna do??
Depina I'm assuming you will be consuming a 2kg Cadburys Fruit and Nut?   Nice one

ed: OMG!!!!!! I didn't mean there's &$%+ all over my bathroom!!!! Just that I'm gonna bleach it all over good and proper! Catch my drift?? phew

[Depina]

Lol
Glad you are feeling SO MUCH BETTER---- />.
I have got more choc yes!
Our 2 B & B guests left this morn,so I need to clean the bathroom too. I am going to do that later / no-honest !!
Di XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

[Lol]

Mission accomplished! Speed Bleach! everything shines and smells great. I am proud of myself because I could not muster up the energy to do this before. I have a friend coming around for dinner tonight and he is SUCH a neat freak! You should see this guy, went round to his for wine/film and as soon as the DVD was finished it was back in its box and back in its alphabetised drawer!! Man on man I like a neat and tidy, clean house but I couldn't live like that!!!  So the though of him coming round is freaking me out a little bit and giving me incentive to do all the things I couldn't muster up the energy to do!!!

Depina I didn't realise you had a B&B!! How lovely! Do you enjoy that? I imagine that could be VERY demanding at times!?

[Zaf]

You can come and do my bathroom any time lol

Good grief,  I couldnt live with someone as tidy as that,  one of these days I'll take a picture of my workspace in the office,  Ive always worked in clutter despite wanting it neat and tidy, I dont think my desk at home is much better 

You sound really great lol,  its lovely to hear you so upbeat 

I'm tired and think I might have a cold coming as Ive got a scratchy throat,  time to find the Theives Vinegar, honey and elder glycerite I think.....  Otherwise my mood is reasonable and I'm restraining myself from doing too much much-needed housework and gardening despite the lovely weather here

[Depina]

Hi. Done it for a couple of years, only on a small scale, so not too demanding, we do like it, only really busy in the summer but we are open nearly all year. Fortunately we have had lots of lovely people.

Take Care
Glad you sound happy today 
Love Di XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

[Depina]

Zaf,
Hope you shake that cold off, do you try honey and lemon?
Glad you've got good weather, here it is dull, dull, dull  "£"   

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

[Alstare1974]

I went down to my office this afternoon to clear my desk and pick up all my stuff as I knew no one would be in. Took me a while to get all my stuff together and I felt quite sad. :-(

[Lol]

I'm so sorry that was a difficult experience for you Alstare. It was sad for you and marked the end of that period of you life for you. It is right that you are sad and realise the finality of the situation. In ending that period you have opened up new possibilities! Well done! You can clear that from around your shoulders and make new decisions for you. New beginnings.

[Zaf]

Thanks Depina, yes, honey and lemon, thieves vinegar and honey, rose hip syrup, sloe and elder glyerite - when I get a cold its kill ore cure!

That must have been really hard Alstare   but as lol said it probably better to have the weight off your shoulders and once you are better more doors should open for you   xx

[Alstare1974]

Thanks guys. Just feeling like my whole life is  "£"

[cornish]

i was suppose to work on my land rover yesterday and work today, i worked yesterday, got home and i have done nothing at all since, only moved to go to the toilet, thats it, not eaten, barely drank anything.
i know i should go and eat and drink