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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #1200 on: October 22, 2011, 08:44:26 PM »
You say you don't have many but you do have some. Reach out.

I know it's not the same as texting some one you care deeply about. I miss that too.

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #1201 on: October 22, 2011, 08:46:02 PM »
im a vegetarian too, a proper one, no fish or anything, the only thing that stops me being vegan is cheese mmmm   but im only a vegetarian due to taste not for moral reasons
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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #1202 on: October 22, 2011, 08:56:10 PM »
Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  ;D

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #1203 on: October 22, 2011, 08:59:42 PM »
Cheese!  :D I have some cheese fondue in my fridge... Saving it for a naughty midnight feast when I have some yummy bread....
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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #1204 on: October 22, 2011, 09:03:40 PM »
It drives me mad when people say they are a vegetarian but eat fish....grrrr....
Oh and I do so love cheese....it is the king of foods!
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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #1205 on: October 22, 2011, 09:06:45 PM »
Cheese!  :D I have some cheese fondue in my fridge... Saving it for a naughty midnight feast when I have some yummy bread....

I cook proper fondue from scratch with an authentic swis recipe

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #1206 on: October 22, 2011, 09:08:13 PM »
Cheese!  :D I have some cheese fondue in my fridge... Saving it for a naughty midnight feast when I have some yummy bread....

I cook proper fondue from scratch with an authentic swis recipe

Get you!!  ;) We're going round Alstares for this Christmas party!!!

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #1207 on: October 22, 2011, 09:08:40 PM »
Cheese!  :D I have some cheese fondue in my fridge... Saving it for a naughty midnight feast when I have some yummy bread....

make your own bread, beating the living hell out of it is such a stress relief :)   oh and the smell is freaking awesome.   just a shame i cant seem to do it anymore haven't for just under a year now :(   used to love doing it and then eating it, at the end i started doing it in a bread machine, still doing the kneading by hand then went on to doing it all in the machine. then i just gave up completely :(

It drives me mad when people say they are a vegetarian but eat fish....grrrr....
Oh and I do so love cheese....it is the king of foods!

grrrr me too
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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #1208 on: October 23, 2011, 03:23:42 AM »
Cheese is the one I find so incredibly difficult to give up, when I'm well I have the strength but when I'm ill I eat all sorts (but still totally veggie), I'm veggie for ethical reasons and my faith, trying to go vegan for ethical reasons - most dairy affects my IBS, milk and yoghurt is the worst but I can usually get away with eating cheese, could just murder a baked potato with lashings of butter and mountains of grated (vegetarian) cheddar even though its  the early hours of he morning :P
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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #1209 on: October 23, 2011, 03:36:47 AM »
oo i could too but i wouldnt be able to eat it :(   even thought im not a veggie for ethical reasons i still make sure the cheese is veggie cheese

ive been avoiding the subject of how im feeling, i was going to work on the land rover this morning but got an emergency call out from work that saved the day for me but im still in a very bad way at the moment, i wont go into any more details for now as its bad enough thinking about it, i dont want anyone else worrying about me

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #1210 on: October 23, 2011, 03:43:54 AM »
I go through phases of eating like mad or barely eating at all with depression, it cant be good for my digestion :(
I'm probably a bit fanatical about the ethical thing but thats just me I guess  ::)

We are all here to support you cornish, if you feel you need to let it out please do
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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #1211 on: October 23, 2011, 04:07:55 AM »
thanks, i will do if or when i feel like i can,   its fairly distressing for my self to be by far at my lowest, i feel a lot lower than i did a few months before i joined up here and at that point i made 3 suicide attempts in just over a month. every minute i feel like it and im struggling with my self to not give up, i think the levels of si are worse getting dangerous / border lining on suicide, not attempts, more accidental levels.      i made a promise to take care of my self and not do anything stupid to my psychologist to not doing and thing till ive given her treatment methods a good chance.    ive never broken a big promise yet and i dont intend to
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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #1212 on: October 23, 2011, 04:19:31 AM »
Its awful to go backwards so drastically :(

Despite how low you are its a huge credit to you that you still have the strength at least to keep your promise to your psychologist, I have so much admiration for the way you are tackling the dreadful place you are in right now

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #1213 on: October 23, 2011, 04:41:33 AM »
yeah it is, especially when i can look back and see the progress ive made  :'(

well im far too stubborn  :)  the main thing that keeps me going is guilt but not normal guilt its the guilt of makeing a mess  ::)

thank you, i appreciate that.
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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #1214 on: October 23, 2011, 04:46:31 AM »
Keep fighting with those stubborn feelings cornish.  When is your next appointment? 
Certain things catch your eye, but pursue only those that capture your heart.