How are you feeling today?

[Zaf]

Well, I cant think of anything better to do than stay around for a while in case you need some company :)  xx

[cornish]

 "£"  thats about it really

[Alstare1974]

You ok Cornish?

[Munchroom]

Smirfy - I know exactly what you mean about the frustrations of watching someone eat so much crap and just stuffing it continuously into their mouth! I mean... I eat crap... the crisps were on the table because there were some dips and doritos in the kitchen when I woke up   BUT I am so aware of limiting myself and having that level of control, that to just be around someone who doesn't think about each mouthful really bugs me! Also, the noise....   There are times when hearing others eat makes me feel so anxious and physically sick that I cannot bear it! I must be a nightmare to live with   Although... I do bake a lot of cakes... ironically....

[Munchroom]

Cornish, what's happened? Do you want to talk about it?? xx

[Lol]

Hi Everybody. I have broken the whole story to my parents this evening (who LOVED my ex) and they are being very supportive. I am so lucky to have parents like them.

Alstare. You mean a lot to us. You mean a lot to me. I and we are here for you because you mean a lot to us and we WANT to help you. We are not getting paid to support each other. We genuinely genuinely care. If I could share this with you mate I would.

Please cry. Please cry yourself a river. Do not deny your body of the release it needs. Think, if you can, of your body seperate to your 'self'. In turn each helps the other. But you must give each bit what it needs.

Have you eaten today? I care about you and I like having you around. You are really helpful. Your perspective on other peoples troubles is invaluable and you have supported each of us with your input.

You can get through this and you will get through this. This is only temporary. It is not permenant. This is not how things will be forever.

[Lol]

Hope you're ok Cornish? Let it out if you can. Otherwise know that we are here for you and you are not alone.

[Zaf]

Its great you have your parents to support you lol how are you feeling?

[Alstare1974]

Thanks for your lovely words lol.

I am in deep trouble at the moment both emotionally and with the police. I worry either or both things are going to ruin my life and that I won't be able to get a decent job again. 

[Zaf]

You need to concentrate on getting better before worrying too far in the future Alstare, easier said than done I know but your health is a big priority

[Alstare1974]

I don't know that I'll get better. Just can't see any future :-(

[Zaf]

Alstare, you can get better, I know it might not seem like it now but there really is light at the end of that long dark tunnel

[Alstare1974]

I feel so alone

[Zaf]

I think thats one of the worst things about depression :)  At my worst I feel like a small child lost in a huge dark wood desperately wanting someone to take my hand and lead me away from the dark and lonliness.

I know none of us here can be the same as a real life person to help and comfort you but we do care and we will help as much as we can

[cornish]

Thanks for your lovely words lol.

I am in deep trouble at the moment both emotionally and with the police. I worry either or both things are going to ruin my life and that I won't be able to get a decent job again. 

if its only a minor thing with the police then dont worry about it affecting your ability to get  good job

I don't know that I'll get better. Just can't see any future :-(

yo do have a future you can get better, or at least being back to almost how you were before,