How are you feeling today?

[dave208]

Just go over the winter virus thats doing the rounds felt terrible yesterday, I was going to a neighbour and family friends funeral yesterday but felt so ill very p***d of as he attended my father funeral I didnt get a chance to say good bye to him. Also learnt today that another neighbour and friend has died from cancer his funeral is next week not looking forward to the next few days. 

[Zaf]

 %^% xxxx

[dave208]

Feeling slightly better in my self, last night I sat on the sofa with my ipod and listened to some music and made an effort to watch a film with my wife and eldest son simple pleasure in life but it did help. 

[bookletters]

I too made an effort to watch film with hubby last night, didn't concentrate as much as I would have liked to be able to but it helped and my mood was better by the time I went to bed.
Feeling better today, yesterday was a really tough day!!!!
I've read other people (including Zaf) saying every now and again while you are getting better you get a really crappy day coming out of nowhere but it will pass so clinging on to that and do feel today is a better day.
Hope everyone is well xx

[nocaph]

Tired of it all.

[Stacey]

Mixed emotions today. Feel loved, supported and warm but on the other hand also feel confused and sad. xx

[Martin]

Well and truly head messed up day. Pleased I found this forum though.
Thinking about my inability to stay positive for more than a few minutes at a time.

[Stacey]

I can definitely relate to that...

Today started really badly because I had the instant negative thoughts in my head as usual. Even more so than usual because I had a doctors appointment and a counselling session within hours of eachother.

Having now been to both appointments am feeling relieved and positive but am scared about coming off Fluoxetine. Last time went really badly xxx

[nocaph]

I can definitely relate to that...

Today started really badly because I had the instant negative thoughts in my head as usual. Even more so than usual because I had a doctors appointment and a counselling session within hours of eachother.

Having now been to both appointments am feeling relieved and positive but am scared about coming off Fluoxetine. Last time went really badly xxx

The advantage in going through something twice is one can learn from the lessons of last time :)

[Martin]

Having now been to both appointments am feeling relieved and positive

That's how I get when the things I was worried about are done and I have got through a social or business situation I was negative about. I can't get home quick enough - back to my comfort zone. The positives that come out of it don't last long.

[Stacey]

Thanks guys.

Am hoping that round two will be more positive than last time. I guess only time will tell.

I feel positive but you're right it doesnt last long at all. I'm already worrying about whats going to happen next.

[nocaph]

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[woozywoo]

An okish day. You know the type,nothin good happens,but not particulary bad either. Feel like i am just goin through the motions of every day life at the moment for the sake of it. Then some things this elements have triggered me to feel really edgy and panicky. Heart is racing and am feeling that pony all situation again. Nothin major has happened. But nothin seems straight forward. Need to have a meeting with work, standard thing when you been off for 6months with no return in sight. But tryin to get my psychiatrist,union rep and me 2gether at a time convienent for workplace is just too much effort. This only goes to show iamw in no way fit enough to be in charge of a class of 30children!

[Martin]

Waking at 4am is lovely. I love the early hours by myself.
Rolled out of bed shortly after 4 doing my best not to wake my wife, stepping over our dog as he slept beside the bed (he's gorgeous), quietly nip to the bathroom and down to make a coffee...

If this feeling could last the entire day I would be on cloud 9.

No doubt my wife will jokingly remind me about not getting up so early when I'm sleepy at 8pm tonight but for me - this is the best feeling I get. Right now I am smiling and chilled. The day, however, will change that whether I want it to or not.

[nocaph]

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