Haven't been on the forum for a long time and don't know how I feel about writing this down and sharing it here.
There is an automatic voyeuristic element in logging on and reading, unless it is for getting information. Feel sometimes extremely bad reading about other people's misery. I am sure a lot of people feel like this, but I think it is sheer desperation of not being able to talk
to anyone about ones feeling that makes me come to this forum and write my thoughts down. I have to be honest.
Every day I battle with the same things, the fact that my husband drinks too much, that I worry soooooo much about my two children, who have just entered teenagehood, that I hate my boring job....... feel guiltly about writing it down here
, since WHO WANTS TO READ ABOUT MISERY AND DESPERATION???
But little by little, I remind myself how much I do everyday and sometimes, even if it is only once a day I connect to the vulnarable person inside of me who is scared and confused and tell her that she is DOING WELL, doing her best.
Wishing everyone a good day .... lots of love and hugs! $%$
