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mamalou

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5565 on: July 08, 2012, 08:39:55 PM »
I can't bear it anymore. My head hurts and my body aches. I am just running out of the will to stay on this earth.

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5566 on: July 08, 2012, 08:45:50 PM »
 %^% %^% %^% %^% for Zaf, Amanda, Willows, and Mamalou. *)*

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5567 on: July 08, 2012, 08:46:26 PM »
Hang in there mamalou, it does improve  %^% xxx
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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5568 on: July 08, 2012, 09:36:50 PM »
has anyone ever felt they just dont fit in, dont belong anywhere, looking in at peoples lives but arent a part of any of it, feel like such a failure, i dont know what i am doing so wrong, just seen as the reliable and dependable Amanda, do anything for anyone, good for errands and favours and thats about all. i feel very sad and very alone in the world right now

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5569 on: July 08, 2012, 09:45:09 PM »
Amanda. yes.   x

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5570 on: July 08, 2012, 09:53:33 PM »
Amanda , I truly know how you feel.  My friend regularly uses me to fit around her wonderfull social life, filling in the gaps when she's bored. I haven't been feeling well enough to see anyone for a long so it's less often but it makes me feel so crap. I don't fit into any part of my life. 
I too am incredibly lonely and totally isolated.

You are a really important valid person.

Sending a big comforting hug to you.  *()

Love Louise x

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5571 on: July 08, 2012, 09:59:44 PM »
Thank you Louise xx

Why does no one see I am hurting, they ask, they take, they expect
Why does no one see I'm not feeling so good, no one thinks to ask if I'm ok or why so quiet
I think it's because no one actually cares and that hurts

mamalou

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5572 on: July 08, 2012, 10:13:43 PM »
You are obviously an incredibly giving person. But it is frustrating that no one sees your pain.
When you are dealing with terrible pain alone, it makes every breath an effort.  My therapist describes this type of experience  as " apparent competence" i.e. on the outside I appear together when the truth is that inside I am falling apart.

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5573 on: July 09, 2012, 08:25:48 AM »
Bl**dy awful, Jade likely to be pts this week, in tears  :'(
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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5574 on: July 09, 2012, 09:13:02 AM »
so sorry to hear this, I know you've done all you can for her

mamalou

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5575 on: July 09, 2012, 09:33:36 AM »
Oh Zaf, that is so sad. I am so sorry. Can't imagine the pain you must be in.

Lots and lots of love  %^%

mamalou

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5576 on: July 09, 2012, 09:35:11 AM »
Today I just feel pain. Physical and emotional and psychological pain.  *^*

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5577 on: July 09, 2012, 09:37:49 AM »
Oh Zaf, that is so sad. I am so sorry. Can't imagine the pain you must be in.

Lots and lots of love  %^%

Thanks mamalou, she is deteriorating so have brought it forward to tomorrow, might not be around much for a couple of days, not really sure xx
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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5578 on: July 09, 2012, 09:41:48 AM »
We are here for you Zaf x x x
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mamalou

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #5579 on: July 09, 2012, 09:54:26 AM »
Just take your time Zaf. Moment by moment. x x x x