Today, oddly, I had a little spring in my step! I've been on new med and it's really been having a positive effect. For the first time in years my depression is no longer dark and suicidal. It actually feels like there's something missing! For years I wished to die. I held no interest for living a life and no love for anyone or anything. My obsession with suicide has fortunately been held at bay by a stupid phobia of death.
As I've gone about my business today, I've thought about the people on this forum. The different things we share that give each of us a little strength.
Buttercup, you are not useless

I've read many positive posts of yours, I'm sure they will give many people strength and encouragement to move forward
Amanda, sorry you're not feeling good. Hang on in there. We all know where you're at right now. I hope tomorrow is a better day for you
Louise (((hugs)))
Zaf - hope you're visitors behave!
Thanks to everyone here for making the last couple of days a bit more bearable