How are you feeling today?

[Sweetpea]

Glad you have had a good day Pinkcasi.

S x x x x

[Zaf]

Tired and down, the depression is starting to overwhelm me again

[Sweetpea]

 &*( Zaf, really feel for you, its scarey when we feel this way.

S x x x x

[Zaf]

Thanks shaz, I've beaten it several times so I can do it again, a sensible balance of rest and doing things is he key I think but I am getting tired of fighting it and, stupidly, continue to feel guilty when I cant do things

Z xxx

[Sweetpea]

Its just hard when it hits again, its not stupid feeling guilty I always feel the same  .  Its the way we are, others would not worry about these things.

Take care

S x x x x

[Zaf]

Thanks shaz, its times like this I need reminding things like that

Z xx

[KateG]

Thinking of you Zaf &*(

[smirfy21]

got a new part time job and just been told by my agency that my employer told them I am doing really well which is good, its one of those jobs that everyone seems to hate doing but I can't help but feel that I am getting payed to pretty much do nothing, I could do this job in my sleep which is why it kind of sucks that its only part time and that it ends in a few weeks and then its back to job hunting 

I really hope I find a job that I can enjoy but thats looking pretty unlikely, why is it soo hard to find a good job these days?

anyways Im ranting, its just very frustrating to be doing something you enjoy knowing that its all going to come to an end and that im likely to end up hating the next thing I do.

[Zaf]

Thats a shame smirfy but at least you have had a job that someone has said you did well :)

Any job is difficult to find these days, let alone one that we enjoy

Z xx

[Sweetpea]

Job hunting is very difficult everywhere at the moment.   Maybe they may consider keeping you on as they are so pleased with how you are doing.

S x x x x

[smirfy21]

Thats a shame smirfy but at least you have had a job that someone has said you did well :)

Any job is difficult to find these days, let alone one that we enjoy

Z xx

yeah I know it makes a change to hear that somebody thinks I am doing well at something, that was nice.
I am very thankful for having a job and even more thankful that Im enjoying it and everyone is so nice.
Everyone keeps asking me why Im doing an office job and telling me its a dead end job but at the end of the day I would have thought that the way jobs are at the moment they should be glad I am working at all and not telling me to quit and wait for something better to come up as that may never happen.

anyways sorry Im ranting again  how are you, whats new in your life
smirfy

[Buttercup]

Hi Smirfy

So glad to hear that you have got a job and are enjoying it.

I wouldn't worry about what others think, it's what you think that counts and they should be glad that you've got a job.

Nothing new here, still all over the place.

Buttercup xxx

[Zaf]

Some of the most enjoyable jobs I ever had were 'dead end jobs' being happy is much more important than having a high profile career imo.

I'm not too good atm but I'll fight it and hope for some decent weather which should help

Z xx

[Zaf]

Exhausted even though I've done absolutely nothing today

[CharleysAngel']

I'm feeling exhausted too Zaf, just been lying on my bed most of the day. Think I'm going to try and get some sleep