How are you feeling today?

[CharleysAngel']

Had a horrible day, so many people hate me and accuse me of things that I haven't done.

[Sweetpea]

 &*( for you buttercup.

I am the happiest mum in the world today.  Just posted in my journal.

S x

[smirfy21]

today has been a day full of different emotions, I am hoping that I wake up in better spirits tomorrow.
smirfy

[Zaf]

Feeling overwhelmed with what I perceive as a busy day, I dont think its going to work out as being frantic but its how my mind works 

Hugs for everyone that needs them xxx

[Sweetpea]

 &*( Zaf, hope your day turns out ok.  I often feel this way too.

Working this morning and this afternoon going to a rare breeds farm locally with a couple of friends.  Its a great place loads of pigs, sheep (hopefully spring lambs) etc. Also have a small cafe so we can have a coffee.  Should be fun.

Woke feeling did yesterday really happen, had to check my phone for the message from my son to make sure I hadn't dreamed it.

 &*( to anyone who might need them today.

S x

[Zaf]

It did work out OK thanks shaz, my mind often does this to me and sometimes I cant reason myself and stop feeling anxious about feeling overwhelmed.

Hope you had a good day,  I'm so happy for you things are so much better for you and your son :)

Z xx

[KateG]

Glad things were better than anticipated Zaf. Hope you had a nice afternoon Shaz.

I'm off to have a shower in a bit and I have to get dressed too, no option, as I'm going to see a school play that my OH's son is in. It fills me with dread being in a situation like that, in public, pretending to be normal, but he desperately wants me to go with his dad and I care too much to let him down

[Zaf]

Its awful having to go to plces and try to be normal - I hope its not as bad as you fear xxx

[smirfy21]

 $%^ I have this overwhelming urge to just trash something, throws things and flip out  $%^
 Kate I hope the play goes ok, try not to stress to much about being normal just try and relax and have fun
smirfy

[Rycing]

$%^ I have this overwhelming urge to just trash something, throws things and flip out  $%^
 Kate I hope the play goes ok, try not to stress to much about being normal just try and relax and have fun
smirfy

Smirfy, sorry you're feeling bad.....x

[Sweetpea]

 &*( smirfy.

Kate I feel for you, its hard to appear 'normal' when we feel so bad.

Had a lovely afternoon, loads of gorgeous pigs, cows and chickens, I was like a child say oooohh how cute  .  It was a lovely day, so nice to be outside.

S x

[Ruth]

Just done some exercise and feel oddly chirrpy, bordering on hysterical, but I will take what I can get. Had a considerably better day than yesterday. I feel a little more in control today. I am feeling more realistic, less numb, less trapped in my head. I have actually done things and spoken to people! It took a hell of a lot of effort to do them, but I did them. Plus I did not crawl into bed after only been out of it for 4 hours. YAY! 
Mostly I'm feeling very grateful that this site exists. All of a sudden I don't feel quite so alone or so.... ashamed? weird? mad? Not sure what word I am looking for here.

[Sweetpea]

Thats great to hear Ruth, I find this forum a great comfort.

S x

[CharleysAngel']

Feeling tired, achey, sore and stressed. I know I'm stressed because my sleeping has been even worse than usual and I still haven't had my period. I'm so scared there is something wrong with me ?!

[Sweetpea]

 &*( for you, I am sure its just stress that has made your period late.  If you are worried though go and have a chat with your dr.  Once your mind is put at rest you will probably find that it will start.  You have had a lot of worry just recently.

S x