Lots of snow here in , bit of a shock, but it was forecast.
Went out with my partner last night for a pub meal, first time out in the evening for several weeks.
It was nice, it felt good, walking back in the snow was not fun,live near a top of a hill.
Today feeling a little down, I worry about mu partner,he's a lot older than me,he's retired.
Also,back to work in a week time if I get the ok from my doctor.
Have not done the commute from my new home yet,so will try a couple of dry runs next week.Its really stressing me out.
Will pop into work to see my work mates, have not seen them since x-mass,I miss work,but am so worried that I will not be able to cope,scares me rigid.
The worry just stays in your head, and goes round and round. I hate it, I know I can do it, that's the work, and the commute,but why cannot not stop worrying about it.
Still getting used to the new home, never had a house before, always lived in flats, so its a little strange to get use to it.
This depression really knocks your self confidence,and motivation.
Having curry for tea so that should cheer me up.
