How are you feeling today?

[Zaf]

I agree that a second opinion would be a good idea, the bloke sound like an idiot

[CharleysAngel']

Finally got to speak to head of year today, told her what had been said on friday. She said that my form tutor had spoken to the head teacher who was really concerned for my health and went straight to head of year. She told him that it was all in hand and that she had got the letter from my doctor and that she needed to speak to someone else today and then she would come and find me tomorrow and we should be able to sort all of this out.

Went and told my geography teacher what had happened as she asked me to and she was really angry at the way my form tutor has handled the situation. She said to go and see her again tomorrow and tell her what happened.

As for my form tutor, after the amount of fuss she caused of friday didn't even bother to talk to me today. Not in form time or anything.

[Zaf]

Its good to hear at least a couple of people are trying to help after your form tutor made such a big deal about things xx

[CharleysAngel']

I know, my head of year was kind of annoyed about it too. She said that when she found out what had happened she was really worried that it had upset me, and she basically said that my form tutor had stirred it up.

[Zaf]

Hopefully things will get sorted out for you now &*(

[Sweetpea]

Thats good news.  Hopefully things will get sorted for you at school now.

S x

[Munchroom]

Thats good news Icelolly - now that its all in the hands of people that seem to care and know what they are doing, I hope things pick up for you and you get the help you need xx

[doublep]

Icelolly that sounds good.... you'll get there in the end.. its good that a few are actually listening now.

[CharleysAngel']

Thanks everyone, hopefully tomorrow it will get sorted out. I don't need to worry about my parents finding out now either. My head of year said that if the time comes and they need to know it won't happen without her sitting down and talking it through with me first.

[woozywoo]

Not coping 2day. Worst day of week. Need a way out!

[Lol]

IceLolly you sound a bit more in control of this situation. I think you have handled it really well. Well done.

Woozywoo what's going on? It sounds really distressing for you.

Doublep I hope you enjoy your body building, sounds like a positive step. Do it safely. Try not to anticipate another crash prematurely if you can, tell your doctor what has been going on and explain how you feel. These battles take a long time to win and there are peaks and troughs along the way.

I'm dreading work tomorrow, have week end off so looking forward to that but I know it will make going back on Monday so much more difficult. Stuck between a rock and a hard place as usual. 

[doublep]

Thanks Lol.

Just got back... enjoyed it alot actually... was an old friend that took me, who is currently training for the qualifiers for britains strongest man, so he made everything look soooooo easy 
But he helped me out and I feel like I have the confidence to go on my own when I can, and with him when hes not with his training partner.

Will try get to doctors at weekend if the dr I have been seeing is on duty this week

[Glen53]

I hope you have a restful weekend Lol.

I will say try to enjoy the time off and worry about next week when it comes, but I know that sounds so easy and really isnt in reality. Do you have anything you could do at the weekend to treat yourself and help take your mind off it?

[Lol]

Doublep I LOVE worlds strongest man!!  I tend to gurn and clench from the sofa though until I catch myself doing it 

I have got something nice to do this weekend but these damned panic attacks and constant adrenaline overload make sure I don't forget unfortunately.

[CharleysAngel']

Thanks Lol, it feels a bit better to know exactly what's going on and that I'm well on the way to getting it sorted and getting the right treatment. Its also nice to know that there are some people out there who respect my views and decisions and I think generally care about me x