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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #3390 on: January 25, 2012, 09:05:34 AM »
Feeling very low 2day. Have plans 4 the day which start at 10am,but i cant face gettin out of bed 2day! I know the feeling of not wanting 2 fight anymore,is life really worth this effort and  constant pain??

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #3391 on: January 25, 2012, 09:09:24 AM »
 &*( for you woozywoo

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #3392 on: January 25, 2012, 10:39:16 AM »
Feeling a bit better as a friend has been round for coffee and dh is waiting on me  *(* 

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #3393 on: January 25, 2012, 01:28:48 PM »
I have had to come home again today due to panic attacks. So embarrassing. Constant feeling of adrenaline coursing through my veins, in fact I wonder if there's any blood in my adrenaline stream sometimes! Many thanks for all my PMs they gave me the strength to write this, but I may not post for a little while as the forum affects me quite badly at the moment. (but I'm not suicidal  ;)) I am thinking of you all though and really appreciate your kindness and support.

Thank you  :)

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #3394 on: January 25, 2012, 02:11:50 PM »
I feel nothing

Lol I am glad you posted

Zaf I hope you are ok.

Everyone else remember we only have to live for the moment tomorrow can take care of itself

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #3395 on: January 25, 2012, 02:14:16 PM »
Ezel make the most of being waited on  :)

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #3396 on: January 25, 2012, 02:57:38 PM »
I feel nothing

Lol I am glad you posted

Zaf I hope you are ok.

Everyone else remember we only have to live for the moment tomorrow can take care of itself

Not too bad thanks xx
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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #3397 on: January 25, 2012, 04:07:37 PM »
Im back from my trip, and although the trip itself was absolutely awful I did get something out of it. It may have been cold, wet and very boring but I gained another adult that I can talk to and trust.

I didn't get a chance to get my note to head of year in the morning so I figured I would have to leave it. Anyway that evening when the teachers were coming around to get everyone to go to there rooms I came out to go to the bathroom I walked into my geography teacher. I had been crying a lot, she asked me what was wrong and I just said that I wanted to go home. She gave me a cuddle and took me to my room, she sat on the end of my bed and told me that it would all be worth it in the end as the trip work counts towards the coursework. That evening she came back to our room twice to check on me.

Next evening when she came back to check we were all in our rooms I was laying on the bed crying again. She came and sat with me and asked me if it was just being on the trip that was making me upset. That's when I decided that she if I did tell her how i really felt she wouldn't tell anyone so I said I could tell her but not here.  We went out and she sat on the fire exit step at the end of the corridor for 40 minutes with me while I told her everything that was happening. No one has ever given that much of their time for me. She told me on the coach home today that I needed to see head of year as soon as we got back to school and then to go back to her so she knows that I am ok. But I was being picked up by someone so I had to go quickly, she said I could go find her tomorrow and tell her. I guess it was all worth it in the end.
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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #3398 on: January 25, 2012, 04:14:24 PM »
Welcome back icelolly,

I am sorry you did not enjoy the trip, but so pleased you have found a teacher that is going to help you.

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #3399 on: January 25, 2012, 04:46:07 PM »
I agree with shaz xx
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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #3400 on: January 25, 2012, 07:02:22 PM »
I wonder if anyone can help me, I have been asked by my university to write a letter explaining my Bipolar disorder and how this affects my studies, why It causes me to miss deadlines and lectures ( I have only missed one deadline since being back at uni). I am having a bit of a hard time writing this letter as I have no idea what to say can anyone halp??

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #3401 on: January 25, 2012, 07:27:47 PM »
I can only relate to the depressed side of things smirfy, If I had to write the letter I'd tell them about the crushing tiredness, the way it makes me feel like I have a head full of cotton wool and cant think straight or concentrate, how the anxiety makes me only able to focus on whatever is making me anxious to the exclusion of most or all other things, how I find no pleasure in the things I have previously loved doing and at times feel everything I do is wrong or pointless.

If you relate to any of those things then I'd suggest you put them in your letter and add anything else that affects your studies

Z xx
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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #3402 on: January 25, 2012, 09:44:38 PM »
 "£"  the only words i can think of to describe how i feel are NOT suitable to say here
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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #3403 on: January 25, 2012, 10:15:43 PM »
I can only relate to the depressed side of things smirfy, If I had to write the letter I'd tell them about the crushing tiredness, the way it makes me feel like I have a head full of cotton wool and cant think straight or concentrate, how the anxiety makes me only able to focus on whatever is making me anxious to the exclusion of most or all other things, how I find no pleasure in the things I have previously loved doing and at times feel everything I do is wrong or pointless.

If you relate to any of those things then I'd suggest you put them in your letter and add anything else that affects your studies

Z xx

thanks Zaf I can totally relate to all of that. I have my emergency psych assesment tomorrow afternoon which is very much needed so hopefuly that willl help. I am sorry that things have gone so wrong between you and Lol it cannot be easy but I wanted you to know that knowing that I have somebody like you to talk to when I am feeling so low is a great compfort so please don't leave the forum.

Cornish I am sorry to hear that you are feeling like that its not easy, are you talking to anyone about you are feeling, are you on any meds??

anyway I am sorry but I just don't have the energy to write loads tonight but thanks for being there
smirfy

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #3404 on: January 25, 2012, 10:24:19 PM »
no one to talk to and im not takeing my meds properly, stopped my anti psychotics and im suffering for it but i had to stop them till sunday
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