How are you feeling today?

[Zaf]

I guess its nothing you can get out of?

[CharleysAngel']

No unfortunately not. Its for courswork so even if we weren't able to pay it we still had to go. We did pay and it was really expensive so my mum said I'm going and that's the end of it

[Zaf]

Thats a pity as it sounds as though it will stress you out even further

Can you take lots of crisps and sweets to substitute for some of the food if its really revolting?  The not crying is going to be very difficult, I would suggest if you do then simply tell people you feel unwell

[CharleysAngel']

I have lots of sweets and buiscuits and stuff so I won't starve but its still going to be disgusting having to sit there and look at it.

Yeah if I cry I will say that its because I don't feel well. That probably won't be a lie either, I feel sick now just thinking about how horrible its going to be

[Zaf]

I'm a bit funny about food, always have been, so I know how you feel

[Sweetpea]

Hope its not too difficult for you icelolly and that the time goes quickly.

Will be thinking of you.

Take care

S x

[CharleysAngel']

Thanks Shaz and Zaf, I'm sure it won't be so bad when I get there.

[cornish]

I have lots of sweets and buiscuits and stuff so I won't starve but its still going to be disgusting having to sit there and look at it.

Yeah if I cry I will say that its because I don't feel well. That probably won't be a lie either, I feel sick now just thinking about how horrible its going to be

when ever i have to go some where and know i wont like the food i take cereal bars with me as there easy to hide and there not that bad for you.
 &*(

[CharleysAngel']

That's a good idea cornish, I never thought of cereal bars :)

[doublep]

Overdone it big time this weekend.

The mood i was in friday and saturday has gone down the pan.


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[Glen53]

Doublep I hope you are ok. Do you have any time coming up that you can rest and detach from the world for a bit?

Icelolly, I hope that the time flies by for you so that this is all behind you quickly. I think in these cases the nature of our illness means that we hype it up to be worse than it ever truly will be. Try not to worry about things that have not happened yet if you can - if you worry too much that things will be bad you will likely find a way to make it happen. The advice above is sound and I especially like cornish's suggestion of cereal bars - a good call i think. The coming days will likely test you to your limits, but remember we are here for you when you can get back online. If it helps then think of us as being with you and willing you on these next few days as Im sure many of us will be thinking of you and wishing you well.

Goodnight all. Im off to 'bagsy' my space on the bed before the cats get there first.

[smirfy21]

Well I am still hear and haven't heard anything from the psychiatrist or my GP for that matter which I think is a bit odd.
I have had a terrible weak so came home for the weekend on a kind of wim and ended up having a chat with my mum about how I am feeling and what my plans are for my health. it was so odd because she turned around and said that she thought Im at my best and how happy I have seemed which couldn't be further from the truth so I told her I had been having periods of extreme depression where I have been feeling suicidal and that I have asked to be put onto new medication and that I am waiting on a psych evaluation which she thought was a good idea but she was very anti medication.

[Zaf]

Its good you could speak to your mum Smirfy, do you knw why she is so against medication?






I feel very tired this morning, I have a splitting headache and this damned cold is still hanging on making me feel grotty, I think I can feel the numb feelings beginning to return so I must step back a wee bit and nurture myself as I dont want to slide back into depression

[CharleysAngel']

Thanks for your support everyone, I'm sure it won't be nearly as bad as I think. I probably won't be able to post while I am there so I wish you all well and I tell you all about it when I get home xx

[Zaf]

take care IceLolly &*(