How are you feeling today?

[CharleysAngel']

Blood test results back today so bit nervous :/

Had a poor nights sleep so bit sensitive this morning. Hope there are no tears at school today, its embarrassing

[Sweetpea]

So pleased you are feeling a bit better Zaf and that your mood has lifted.

Icelolly hope your results are good for you today, are they ringing them through to you?

I am not too bad today a bit anxious, mornings are always my worst time of the day.  Didn't sleep too bad, woke a few times but managed to get to sleep again.  Just have to see how the day goes.

S x

[Glen53]

Shaz and Zaf - hope you both feel better today. Imaginary hot chocolate has been sent  :)

Doublep, you sound positive. Sometimes anger is the first step UP after feeling low. I think as long as you are aware of it and acting on it then you are on the right track.  :)

Icelolly, I hope the results are all ok - I suspect they will be. I realise that fighting and kicking for help is the last thing you must feel like, but keep asking them for someone to talk to. I think it will really help you to cope given that you cant really discuss things at home.

My thoughts are with you all today as I sit here alone in front of day time telly. I think my brain is melting....

[Zaf]

The hot chocolate is definitely doing the trick Glen,  I do feel a little better today thanks :) xx

[Sweetpea]

Thanx Glen the hot chocolate must have helped as feel better today.

S x

[woozywoo]

Feeling odd 2day!

Been 2 docs. Given some sleeping tabs, referred back 2 clinic and 1week off work. Now i am unsure of what 2 do regarding work,time off is needed i think. Just terrified of phoning them. If i am goin 2 do it needs 2 be asap so they can get supply cover 4 next week.

Argh don't know what 2do!

[Zaf]

phone them and tell them the doctor has told you to take a week off work, they dont need to need the details when you phone unless you want to tell them what it is but you'll probably have to tell them when you get back as I guess you'll need to fill in an absence form xx

[Ezel]

Woozywoo ~ I agree with Zaf.

Today I am feeling better so it's a good day  *(*

[Zaf]

Thats great to hear :) xx

[CharleysAngel']

Just phoned and my results were all normal, so I guess that's a good thing. I phoned them in the lunch break but couldn't get through, when I got home I realised I have written the number down wrong on my hand.

I cried in form today, my form tutor was talking to me about it and then she said that she was going to speak to the deputy and that my mun needed to find out. I told her that head of year was already dealing with it and my mum is not to know. If she messes this up and my mum finds out I will actually kill her.

I'm so sick of this, more and more people seem to be getting involved when they need not to.

[Zaf]

Its good your results were normal but sad you've had an otherwise bad day &*( 

[Zaf]

To be honest I'm trying not to become anxious about lol but I can feel that familiar knot in my chest when anxiety starts to bite, its very unlike him not to post or answer pm's and I'm really worried something bad may have happened

[CharleysAngel']

Thanks Zaf x

I just get really annoyed when more people are getting involved when something is already being dealt with. If she had wanted to be helpful she could have gone and told head of year that I wasn't coping and not the deputy head. I can't even go and try to sort it out on Monday as I am going away on this school trip for 3 days. In that time my form tutor could do some serious damage here. It wouldn't be the first time x

[Zaf]

Thats the last thing you need on your mind, would it be possible to write to the deputy head or head to tell them you dont want your mum involved?  If you posted it tomorrow 1st class it ought to be there first thing Monday xx

[CharleysAngel']

That's a good idea Zaf, I think I will do that. Or I could leave a note in head of years office before I go. We have to go to school first but she isn't likely to be in at the time x