How are you feeling today?

[woozywoo]

Im off....cant bear people being nice and saying kind things to me. Im not worth it.

[Zaf]

Punched a cushion for a bit.

Have an overwhelming feeling to hurt myself in some way.

Squeeze an ice cube tight in each hand for as long as you can bare it.

Or somewhere with sensitive skin like the inside of your elbows

[Lol]

You are worth it Woozywoo. We're here any time you want to come back.

Lol x

[Dobbie]

2nd that!

[Zaf]

Of couse we do xx

[Zaf]

Well, I've had a good weekend, done quite a lot so am off to bed with a book, I knowit seems ridiculously early but I dont want to fall asleep on the settee as it'll make me feel ghastly in the morning

Hoping everyone feels better in the morning, even if its only a tiny bit xx

[CharleysAngel']

Still trying to decide if I should take the codeine tablets before I go to bed. My throat is REALLY hurting and I will get a much better nights sleep. Its only a one off...

[Zaf]

It probably woulnt be a bad idea tonight

[Glen53]

Comfortably numb.

[Dobbie]

Feeling really chilled out. Had a nice walk this afternoon and I think it really helped.   :)

[Alstare1974]

A bit uptight and scared tonight.

[Holykimura]

I'm not surprised it was a trigger for you Holykimura

Even though I dont have children I know the feeling,  sometimes the dogs really get on my nerves when I'm feeling low and I find it very difficult not to yell at them but I know its not their fault as they dont know I'm not feeling my usual self

Yes, thats the best way, even take every hour as it comes can be the best way,  hope you feel better very soon xx

Thanks Zaf, your words mean a lot x

[Sweetpea]

Hi everyone,

Had a not to bad weekend.  No broadband on Saturday, so was not able to post and yesterday went for a walk with the dogs then did some ironing and then promptly fell asleep till 7pm!  Still probably did me good.

Bit anxious this morning, but nothing like I have been, thankgoodness.   Only took half a Clonazepam last night, still slept quite well even though I slept alot yesterday.

Still not eating very well as feeling quite nauseas (spelling) so trying to eat a dry biscuit when I feel like this.

My eldest son called round on Saturday and he was filling me in on his wedding plans. Proposed to his lovely girlfriend on Christmas day. A surprise to us all.  So that really cheered me up. My future dil is going to call round with the wedding folder to ask my advice soon, which is lovely that they want me to help.  The wedding is not until June next year.

My youngest son sent me a text saying 'I love you mum' it was really simple but meant so much.  made me cry but in a good way.

Anyway hope everyone had a decent weekend.

Thinking of you all

Sharon x  :) :)

[Holykimura]

Im ont feeling very good today so called in sick, I didn't feel I could face the day. My OH is supportive but I don't know how to tell her that I don't feel like going in all week I have been taking lots of diazepam just to get me through the day I just don't feel like I can cope without it. My OH is understandably annoyed at the situation, and I know she's going to try and push me to go to work later this week. All I feel like doing is going back into bed and telling her to get on and pretend I'm not here hope you all are having a better day than me x

[Sweetpea]

 &*( for you Hollykimura,

I know how you are feeling I too have days when I just want to curl up and shut the world away.  Its hard for those who care about us.  They can be understanding but they cant really know how hard this horrible condition is to deal with.

Thinking of you

sharon