How are you feeling today?

[CharleysAngel']

I agree Zaf, thats how everything started for me. I had to keep going to the doctors because I was constantly getting ill and it was taking ages for me to recover from anything. Then one day my doctor asked me if everything was alright at home and school, I told her everything that was going on and how I was a bit upset about it. I knew something was wrong but I never thought it would be depression and anxiety. Its totally different to how I imagined a depressed person would feel thats why I never even considered that I might have it.

[Zaf]

I had no idea I was depressed the first time either, I had all sorts of blood tests because of crushing tiredness to begin with then suddenly had a breakdown, panic attacks and agrophobia.

I hope your sore throat improves soon, have you taken anything for it? xx

[doublep]

I'm avoiding going home right now, cause I have that self destructive feeling again.

[Zaf]

Is there a friend you could go to see for a while?

[CharleysAngel']

Zaf, I'm sorry to hear that, it must have been scary

No I haven't, I'm going to bed in a little while so I will take something then xx

[doublep]

Is there a friend you could go to see for a while?

I'm at a friends now. will have to go soon tho, I'll try do something

[Zaf]

It was, and for my friends and family

If he sore throat doesnt get better I've got a really brilliant and easy recipe for caromom syrup, it always works for me, if you want the instructions let me know!  xx

[Zaf]

Is there a friend you could go to see for a while?

I'm at a friends now. will have to go soon tho, I'll try do something

Keep strong mate xx

[CharleysAngel']

It was, and for my friends and family

If he sore throat doesnt get better I've got a really brilliant and easy recipe for caromom syrup, it always works for me, if you want the instructions let me know!  xx

Thanks Zaf, will let you know :) xx

[cornish]

love the new pic icelolly


still stuck in a bad way but for the first time in a VERY long time i cooked something and had a almost proper meal.  only a very very small jacket potato.  used to love a nice crispy one, i sat in front of the oven for well over an hour being paranoid about burning it.   dont think ill be doing that again for a little while as it put my anxiety through the roof.

[doublep]

cornish well done on cooking something though :)


right now im back at home alone, trying to pass the time by fixing my little brothers nintendo ds.. and listening to music.. till i get tired.

[smirfy21]

Just found out that my little brothers girlfriend had an extremely late abortion and for some reason it has made me feel really down. they were too young to be parents and both seem fine about the decision, Im not angry I just feel sad for them and its made me realise how much I want a baby myself. why is this making me feel so down, its not like it was my own child or anything?

[cornish]

i think its understandable how you feel   &*( 

[Alstare1974]

Feeling sad and lonely tonight. Quite down and stuff. Missing my girl, frustrated that can't just be with her. I know it's my choice so I shouldn't complain.

[Zaf]

Well done on the cooking cornish, why not try something that wont make you anxious next time?  xx

I think its understandable too smirfy &*(

When can you next meet up Alstare?