How are you feeling today?

[Holykimura]

Thanks Zaf, I hope you feel better soon, I faced my fears and went to the Interview, I'm not sure how well I've done  but what matters to me is that I've been there and sat through half an hour of questions and I managed to answer every question!  />.

[Zaf]

It was an achievement getting there Holykimura so well done :) 

Thanks guys, I know I can get there, its always so disappointing to have a downward blip when things have been going reasonably well 

[Holykimura]

Thanks zaf x

[Alstare1974]

Had a meeting with my case worker at mind today and we decided to give things a break as I don't fully beleive in the stuff they're getting me to work on. Feel a bit of a failure. Trying to work with mindfulness and a thing called a WRAP. It just doesn't gel with me or feel like something I find natural. I guess I also feel bad because it was the only support group I have at the moment. I've been without cpn or care team support for 8 weeks now :-(

So yeah feeling a bit blue, a bit useless and a bit closed minded to new ideas.

[Zaf]

There seems little point continuing with something that doesnt seem to be giving you any benefit Alstare but hope you can find or be offered something that helps soon xx

[cornish]

getting really frustrated with my self, i keep trying to open up on here but i know what i want to say will worry some of you, so i end up deleting it.
all of you mean a lot to me, more than anyone else in my life, you've kept me going for a long time now and i dont think i would have lasted this long without all the support ive gotten here and munchrooms help.

[Alstare1974]

Cornish

If it helps to get it out in the open we'll support you.

[doublep]

Cornish, let it out.. if it makes you feel better to get it off your chest say it.. thats what everybody is here for :)

Hope everybody else is okay?



My personal feelings today seem to be full of anger and snapping at everyone at work, which went down really really well with a certain french energy giant's CEO  oh well..

Luckily going to stop at a friends tonight as I feel bad things might happen if I didnt.  This is the only way I don't start cutting.

[Zaf]

getting really frustrated with my self, i keep trying to open up on here but i know what i want to say will worry some of you, so i end up deleting it.
all of you mean a lot to me, more than anyone else in my life, you've kept me going for a long time now and i dont think i would have lasted this long without all the support ive gotten here and munchrooms help.

If you need to open up please do if it will help you, dont worry about us, we can choose to read or not, put it in a thread with a warning in a title and anyone that wants to avoid it can do so.  But I know most of us will read and support you for as long as you need it

Z xx

[Zaf]

Strangely calm and a bit tired after an irritible start

[Raindrops]

Stressed out, tired and unmotivated

[Alstare1974]

Cornish. You ok?

[Zaf]

Not too bad most of the time today, how is everyone else?

[doublep]

Spent the morning day dreaming, worked the afternoon.. spending the evening thinking I couldn't care less if it all ended now

[lou]

same here doublep