How are you feeling today?

[Zaf]

try tackling them either one at a time or even in small bits, is the timescale up to you or determined by others?

[BladeRunner]

Difficult to say. Gotta leave my flat tomorrow (for good), and show it to my landlord after a company has thrown my furniture out ( for a load of money  ). I'm very anxious nothing will work, and it's really a bit chaotic here, I don't know if I've done everything correctly (it seems to me I haven't) and things will go well tomorrow and constantly wonder what else I have to do and there's just chaos in my head. Apart from that, I've also got some other worries, but I guess I'll worry about them later

And thank you Zaf - and the others of course - for always taking interest in my problems!  :)

[Zaf]

try to take it a step at a time and it shouldnt be quite so frazzling, even though its bound to be stressful

We're all in this together  BladeRunner (fighting this damned illness), thinking of you xx

[BladeRunner]

Yeah it's always great to have a way of communicating with people who share and understand this terrible condition. I hope I'll get over this crisis and come out alive and well, I guess I've put too much weight on my shoulders and it's now crushing me, plus some unexpected unpleasant events. But there's no turning back now, we'll see...and I'm afraid I'll have to see a doctor about my foot (also had the pleasure of scrubbing dog turd off my shoe for over an hour today and the smell still occupies the shoe, I hope this will go away) this all comes in very handy at the moment  "£"

[Zaf]

Euk, there must be a way of getting the smell out

Itsrobably a good idea to get your foot looked at but as you say, not what you need atm

[BladeRunner]

My flight goes on Monday and I will then hopefully see a doctor on Tuesday and hope all has gone well by then - and then I hope my new work which I'll start the week after it will be alright  Sorry to load off so much crap here 

[Zaf]

No need to be sorry, we all do it and we know there will usually be someone around to listen or offer advice :)

[cornish]

well im not on a watch list thingey or something and have to see the early intervention team asap.  B****KS dont want this

[Zaf]

What are they cornish?

[Alstare1974]

Well at least you're not on a watch list

[Lol]

well im not on a watch list thingey or something and have to see the early intervention team asap.  B****KS dont want this

Hi Cornish, nice to hear from you  :) can you explain what these are? I'm not sure I understand 

[cornish]

What are they cornish?

not really to sure, they deal with people like me, well thats what i was told      i think its something to do with being psychotic, delusional and possible schizophrenic.  well i knew i had clinical psychosis.  now possibly having schizophrenic added to the list, well one more on a long list i suppose

Well at least you're not on a watch list

if only mis spelling something made it true, i actually mean i am NOW, ive been on it for a little while without knowing, thats why ive been having 3 bloody appointments a week. would have been nice to be told.

[Lol]

and what's the early intervention team?

How are you feeling having not taken your anti-psych meds, or have you taken them now?

[Alstare1974]

I guess you have to look at it that they're all things there to help you.

[Lol]

How are you doing Alstare?  :)