Another introduction

[softollie]

Hello everyone.  My name isn't sotollie but its the one I choose to use here.  Im male, 53 years old and from Merseyside and a life long depressive.  If there is a cure, they havent found it for me, and given the poor calibre of NHS mental health treatment here they never will(I cant afford to go private).

I have found ostracism whereever I have encountered human beings, and long for the day I can be accepted as an adult for more than a short period.  I may not be alone but that is the all powerful feeling.

I am adamantly NON RELIGIOUS and I have no time for the idea of being content with nothing or talking to thin air and all this happy-clappy nonsense.

 I called myself sofollie but I should have chose LEPER or something like it.  A golden rule I have learnt that just being as you are is enough to be disliked.

Im sorry Ive no inspiring or positive message, I need some inspiration myself.

softollie

[softollie]

Im sorry if the above was a bit heavy going for an intro, its just that the Big D has got me trapped.

softollie

[seamie]

hi soft ollie. don,t apologise for being honest. i understand where you are coming. if you hear of a cure for the big d , any chance of letting me know . good luck in your battle with the bid D.

[Ezel]

 .>, nothing weong with being honest  :)

[George]

Hi SoftOllie .>,

Good to meet you. Hope you can find this a place to talk easily in and look forward to a chat with you soon