Well I guess I'll begin from the start. I am new here but I don't know what else I could do except resort to sharing my problems with the anonymous world of forums.
So I am currently a second year student studying at a University. I have been quite depressed for a while now. This is due to many things, such as too much stress with work. Previous relationship. House hunting for the third year. Feeling I have no friends.
Now to break it down. So with coursework and exams and such like, I guess I never knew it would of been so difficult for second year being at University so due to a stress overload this got me down and I lost track of work priorities, along with my part time job at the time.
With the previous relationship, well I would say that a lot of my friends say that I am the nicest guy anyone could ever meet. So basically the person I was dating at the time, well basically she was a biatch in the end, she cheated, but before all that, I thought she was different, obviously I was wrong, she used me because of my nice-ness. This got me down even more.
With house hunting, most students have found houses earlier along the year, whereas the group I originally had did not agree with the location of the house for next year, so therefore the group was disbanded. A matter of stressful months later, we (being me and a friend of mine) found a group where we all got along perfectly, and a month later we found a house. FInally a month after that, I finally got it all sorted with the others.
FInally the friends part kind of concludes this. Basically I don't really have that many friends although many people may think different. I'm just a nice guy who gets on with a lot of people. There is a difference. Due to the past matter of months I've felt like this though. That I have lost friends. That I have lost my motivation and enthusiasm to even do my degree. Sigh. I just feel like the world is falling apart on me.
I have considered seeing a counsellor now but I think it's a tad late now. I have even considered ending my life but after further reading I do not think it is the right decision. There are a few other things too but I shall not mention for now.
I hope people have some good advice to share.
Many thanks for reading.
