Hi,
I have PND which was triggerd after the birth of my 3rd child, however I am pretty sure I had some underlying issues before this, but had managed to hold it together. Following a trumatic birth I could no longer hold it together and things got pretty bad with the Crisis team getting involved, I did however manage to stay out of hospital. I am now 'on the mend' but still have good and bad days, I eve had a good week! last week, but now its all starting to go pear shaped again.
I saw my GP this morning and explained to her how I feel, but unfortunately she was not able to give me any answers, so will have to wait till next week to see my CPN. I am feeling a little lost at the moment, how do I feel? Am I depressed? Have I got anxiety? why does my head keep questioning how I feel? How can I appear ok on the front but inside I just want to scream?
I am hoping that someone on here understands my ramblings and can tell they feel the same. I get scared when I start feeling like this, worried it will get as bad as before.
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